Ready to Start Last Days

[virginiawoolf86]

I got my SN and everything besides a beta-blocker. I'm nervous. I want this pain to end. I guess I'm just worried about how to spend my last day and the fact that it's my last day. Or if this is going to be painful. I wish there was a way to just be cradled into it.

I guess what I need is reassurance and gentleness.

 

[virginiawoolf86]

don't think about the pain, think about the serenity you will achieve. the SN method for relationships is very peaceful. brother hugs, may your journey be very peaceful.

Thank you, @Ulisses. Hugs.

 

[virginiawoolf86]

I wish I could just cuddle with my cat until the end. But I don't want her to eat my vomit should it come to that.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Wish you peace whatever decision you make

 

[Soul]

@virginiawoolf86, I'm sorry you're uneasy. Are you going to wait until you have all the ingredients? More time to cuddle your sweet cat, and to plan things to be as comfortable as possible. x

 

[virginiawoolf86]

@virginiawoolf86, I'm sorry you're uneasy. Are you going to wait until you have all the ingredients? More time to cuddle your sweet cat, and to plan things to be as comfortable as possible. x

I was actually just rubbing her belly. She's a lazy one and I love her. She's been with me through everything. I know she'll be taken care of and loved. I'm just sorry I couldn't continue.

I feel like if I wait, I'll talk myself out of it for a bit longer. I don't want the ingredients to be found. I've been living in a land of lasts. This may be my time.
If I'm not supposed to drink anything before SN, how am I supposed to take the antiemtic, painkillers, and antacid?

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

Do you have a date set? I hope you find peace whatever that may be

 

[virginiawoolf86]

Do you have a date set? I hope you find peace whatever that may be

I believe so. Just trying to take everything in, so to speak.

And thank you.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I was actually just rubbing her belly. She's a lazy one and I love her. She's been with me through everything. I know she'll be taken care of and loved. I'm just sorry I couldn't continue.

I feel like if I wait, I'll talk myself out of it for a bit longer. I don't want the ingredients to be found. I've been living in a land of lasts. This may be my time.
If I'm not supposed to drink anything before SN, how am I supposed to take the antiemtic, painkillers, and antacid?

You cannot drink anything that will break the fast. Water will suffice if you need.

And after SN, some people will eat chocolate or maybe use a mint. I am not sure entirely but that's what the megathreads are for if you have any questions like that.

I hope you find the peace you seek and may you rest in paradise.

All my love. x

 

[deedee0225]

Once you have decided on your last day and everything is all set, you should be feeling very calm and at peace. Live your last day like any other, do something to pamper yourself like get a nice meal or a massage. If you are feeling agitated, stressed, anxious before your last day then perhaps it's not time yet. And you shouldn't be scared of the method either, if you have faith in that method and believe it's the best one for you, then you should look forward to it knowing you have chosen the best possible option for yourself.

I pray a fast and peaceful exit for you