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rott3nfi1th

rott3nfi1th

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Nov 18, 2025
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I've found a supplier on MIC who seems legit. So I guess it's going to be CTB time soon. I'm going to drive out into the mountains and drink some while the sun rises. I'd like my last moments to be surrounded by beauty. With the added bonus of not doing it at home, my girlfriend won't be able to stop me. I've started an omeprazole course, I have Zofran stockpiled, and already have a beta blocker prescription. I'm going to get my ducks in a row, and hopefully CTB after my 26th birthday later this month. I'm hoping my family and significant other will just think I took a trip to the mountains woefully unprepared and assume I died from natural causes. Any holes in this plan?
 
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I'm also into killing yourself outdoors surrounded by nature. Are you basically going to go missing then?
 
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