Planning ahead

[catdaddy2601]

Soo my antiematics arrive today in the post. Here's my plan... Instead of ctb this week, wait ll until 1st week of October as I'll be booking a week off work. Drop both my cats off at my friends house who loves cats and then come home and take a lethal dose of GHB and antiematics.

I wouldn't want to die in my house with my cats here and nobody to feed them... I know it might sound selfish that I'm dropping them at a friend's house but my theory is, for whatever reason that my ctb method doesn't work, at least I can see my cats again who I love dearly. If I permanently re-home them and for whatever reason such as my SI kicking in or I survive this method of ctb and my cats are gone, I will be even more heartbroken. In my suicide note I'll write a message apologising to my friend who I dropped off the cats to and say that I'm sorry for doing this and it's only coz shes the only one I trust with my cats

 

[FuneralCry]

It is understandable, what you plan to do with your cat. Animals are one of the only things that make me feel better. I wish you peace if this is your decision.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

Sounds like a decent plan. I hope everything works out for you