Method shallow water drowning + melatonin + helium + possibly alcohol?

[soaringskies]

my cat died today. she was genuinely one of my main reasons to live. i can't continue without her my life was already shit before.
im planning on ctb-ing tomorrow.
i have helium from 2 balloons im gonna use, melatonin, and maybe some alcohol. m gonna ingest them, fill a bath, and do it. any suggestions???

 

[if_i_make_it]

I'm really sorry to hear about your cat. I read once that losing a pet affects people the same as losing any other family member. that's probably obvious to any of us who have had to experience that, but it was comforting in a way to hear that and let myself grieve as deeply as I needed to. I hope that you find your peace and comfort too.