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darksign134

New Member
Jan 12, 2025
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Hello, I need some help with understanding my own psychology and my inability to act. I really dislike life in general, I don't like being a human in the first place at this point. I went through some things and I just exist now, waiting for I don't know what. I have direct access to firearms in my line of work and I could use the escape route almost any moment, and yet I don't. I feel really hollow, I am not attached to anything except for some videogames that place me far away from reality. I am not afraid of death, but still I do not act. I can't quite understand why. I lost a lot and I do consider my life a waste, but I can't quite end it yet, for some reason. Could anyone give me some advice on this matter? Maybe someone is going through something similar? Thank you for your contribution to this thread in advance.
 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
604
Hello, I need some help with understanding my own psychology and my inability to act. I really dislike life in general, I don't like being a human in the first place at this point. I went through some things and I just exist now, waiting for I don't know what. I have direct access to firearms in my line of work and I could use the escape route almost any moment, and yet I don't. I feel really hollow, I am not attached to anything except for some videogames that place me far away from reality. I am not afraid of death, but still I do not act. I can't quite understand why. I lost a lot and I do consider my life a waste, but I can't quite end it yet, for some reason. Could anyone give me some advice on this matter? Maybe someone is going through something similar? Thank you for your contribution to this thread in advance.
Well your mind is addicted to dopamine like mine is (unlike you I'm homeless so my options are very little besides vsed)
 

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