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budbud29

budbud29

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May 8, 2026
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Is there anyone out there that would be willing to talk to me? I don't know what to do. I'm scared I'm paranoid. CTB is easy to talk about but going through with it is the hard part you have to be educated to know how to do it correctly. Of course you have a gun and that's just cut and dry. We don't own any firearms and I have no access to one. I really don't have any materials to help me ctb. I had an extension cord that I was gonna use to hang myself in the garage where there's pipes on the ceiling, but I don't think that extension cord would hold me. I don't know what to do. I wish I did have a gun it would be fast and easy and guaranteed death. I have pills, but I know the success rate of using them to ctb isn't good. I know it sounds silly, but I'm 29 and I'm being cyber harassed and it's become too much. Does anyone have any advice that I could take right now to ctb ?
 
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SoLowHollow48

SoLowHollow48

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You miss one spot and you end up a vegetable so I wouldn't say that it's the best method. Plus, you'll look like shit in your casket. Not that you care.

You said you've been cyber-harassed lately. What happened there?
 
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bluupup

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Jun 7, 2026
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Is there anyone out there that would be willing to talk to me? I don't know what to do. I'm scared I'm paranoid. CTB is easy to talk about but going through with it is the hard part you have to be educated to know how to do it correctly. Of course you have a gun and that's just cut and dry. We don't own any firearms and I have no access to one. I really don't have any materials to help me ctb. I had an extension cord that I was gonna use to hang myself in the garage where there's pipes on the ceiling, but I don't think that extension cord would hold me. I don't know what to do. I wish I did have a gun it would be fast and easy and guaranteed death. I have pills, but I know the success rate of using them to ctb isn't good. I know it sounds silly, but I'm 29 and I'm being cyber harassed and it's become too much. Does anyone have any advice that I could take right now to ctb ?
don't try the pills or slitting your wrists. both are guaranteed to fail. gun and hanging are both decently high death percentages, but you need to know your stuff. also, if you're being cyber harassed, as someone who has gotten cancelled and doxxed as a teen, I'd say quit that specific website, app, or the internet in a whole. if you're like me and cant handle a life without the internet, I'd say create a new digital identity. don't show your face or speak, and maybe try to type differently.
 
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May 4, 2025
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Is there anyone out there that would be willing to talk to me? I don't know what to do. I'm scared I'm paranoid. CTB is easy to talk about but going through with it is the hard part you have to be educated to know how to do it correctly. Of course you have a gun and that's just cut and dry. We don't own any firearms and I have no access to one. I really don't have any materials to help me ctb. I had an extension cord that I was gonna use to hang myself in the garage where there's pipes on the ceiling, but I don't think that extension cord would hold me. I don't know what to do. I wish I did have a gun it would be fast and easy and guaranteed death. I have pills, but I know the success rate of using them to ctb isn't good. I know it sounds silly, but I'm 29 and I'm being cyber harassed and it's become too much. Does anyone have any advice that I could take right now to ctb ?
You can talk with me
 

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