InversedShadow
Specialist
- Dec 28, 2023
- 319
Hello, since this doesn't really make me depressed or have any worse thoughts I decided to post it here! It only makes me have kind of sad thoughts from time to time.
Basically, my girlfriend copes with having suicidal tendencies, painful memories and other things like that by suppressing those memories with her increasing amnesia; however, in the process other memories that I find valuable are forgotten by her, even though we made them together
. It really sucks for me, that she doesn't remember the journey we've been through, for example while asked about our first (full) year together she remembered only a few which was kind of unfortunate for me as I remember much more.
We still do indeed love each other, and I will keep supporting her whatever it takes, however this absence of her reflecting on the memories we made together and being nostalgic about things we did together kind of gets to me...
Amnesia is a great way for her to suppress those awful feelings of daily suffering, but it does come with a price. I don't really seek advice, just wanted to let some thoughts out.. however, any suggestions are always welcome, and of course, prayer for her too
I really would love her life to become better.. instead of a struggle to keep going and to be accepted by this society that we live in..
Basically, my girlfriend copes with having suicidal tendencies, painful memories and other things like that by suppressing those memories with her increasing amnesia; however, in the process other memories that I find valuable are forgotten by her, even though we made them together
. It really sucks for me, that she doesn't remember the journey we've been through, for example while asked about our first (full) year together she remembered only a few which was kind of unfortunate for me as I remember much more.We still do indeed love each other, and I will keep supporting her whatever it takes, however this absence of her reflecting on the memories we made together and being nostalgic about things we did together kind of gets to me...
Amnesia is a great way for her to suppress those awful feelings of daily suffering, but it does come with a price. I don't really seek advice, just wanted to let some thoughts out.. however, any suggestions are always welcome, and of course, prayer for her tooI really would love her life to become better.. instead of a struggle to keep going and to be accepted by this society that we live in..
