hevnsfall
Cat mom
- Jul 18, 2026
- 128
Wishing you the best of luck

Sending you all the love and support
Sending you all the love and support
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You took meto right?Alright before I take my drink I wanna thank you all for the support here...
I have a plastic bag at the left of me just in case if I puked (I hope not)
I hope you find peaceJust wrote some letters for my bestie and my little sister, and sent a gdrive link to my friend abroad ... I'm gonna miss them so much
8 more minutes i will drink the SN.
Yo that's a lot for you to be taking regularly. It's highly addictive.I just clicked on the picture. Lorazepam 0.5mg is a pretty low dosage. I have a prescription for 1mg pill 3 times a day for my anxiety attacks so i think you should take more than 4 or 5.
Are you will with us? Hope you are ok.Damn you're right, it's chalky and melts quickly I didn't expect that
Hope you find the peace you are looking forIt's finally time for me... Now I'm taking several trains to get to my hotel, it's a 2 hour ride in total. (It's 1pm right now)
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Anyway here's my plan again:
- 22.00 final temporary sleep until 06.00 the next day (i think it counts as fasting for 8 hours)
- 06.00 take a piss & shit, then take 600mg paracetamol (with a small sip of water)
- 06.20 take 3x10mg of domperidone (with small sips of water again)
- 06.21 make 3 servings of SN drink (25g in 50ml of water, I weigh around 87kg), then crush my lorazepam pills and mix with water (tbh idk how much pills I need to crush, i think 4 or 5 is enough?)
- 06.50 drink the crushed lorazepam
- 07.00 drink SN and lay in my bed
(If you all have suggestions for my plan please let me know, I really appreciate it)
Despite all the bad things I have experienced in my life, I feel grateful to have traveled around my country and to neighboring countries by myself... I better give all my remaining money to my little sister.
It's time for me to travel somewhere far away and have peace forever.
Thank you all for everything, it really matters to me. I'll upload some pics also in this thread later.
Goodbye world![]()