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hevnsfall

hevnsfall

Cat mom
Jul 18, 2026
128
Wishing you the best of luck 🤞 🤞 🤞
Sending you all the love and support 💖
 
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MongolianCarlsJr

MongolianCarlsJr

Glory to the Hydro Archon
May 22, 2025
35
Alright before I take my drink I wanna thank you all for the support here...

I have a plastic bag at the left of me just in case if I puked (I hope not)
 
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hevnsfall

Cat mom
Jul 18, 2026
128
I hope you will find your peace 🕊️ 🕊️ 🕊️
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

unintentionally offensive
Apr 4, 2026
834
Alright before I take my drink I wanna thank you all for the support here...

I have a plastic bag at the left of me just in case if I puked (I hope not)
You took meto right?

Best of luck. I hope you find peace 🤍
 
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rainhappy

rainhappy

I just want to die, it's so funny without a encore
Aug 29, 2026
41
I hope that no matter what choice you make, you'll find peace 🫶🫶🫶.

There's always the option to stop everything and keep living, but the opposite is true as well. No matter what you choose, I wish you the best of luck and hope you find happiness in your decision 🫶. I'm here if you want to talk.
 
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MongolianCarlsJr

MongolianCarlsJr

Glory to the Hydro Archon
May 22, 2025
35
Just wrote some letters for my bestie and my little sister, and sent a gdrive link to my friend abroad ... I'm gonna miss them so much 😥

8 more minutes i will drink the SN.
 
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pleaseletmeleave

Member
Jul 1, 2026
55
Just wrote some letters for my bestie and my little sister, and sent a gdrive link to my friend abroad ... I'm gonna miss them so much 😥

8 more minutes i will drink the SN.
I hope you find peace ❤️ I'm sorry that life brought you to this.
 
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hevnsfall

hevnsfall

Cat mom
Jul 18, 2026
128
I wish i could hold your hand, but i am on the other side of the planet. A virtual hug will do 🫂🫂🫂
 
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lostinthecha0s

lostinthecha0s

Borrowed time.
Jul 29, 2026
38
I hope peace finds you wherever we go. Youre brave and strong for ending your own suffering in this sad world.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,526
I hope you find peace from this horrible world. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
Safe travels 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
 
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MongolianCarlsJr

MongolianCarlsJr

Glory to the Hydro Archon
May 22, 2025
35
Alright it's time. LFG 🌠
Goodbye y'all, I'm gonna delete my browser data after this.

If i fail though, I will log in here again
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,526
Rest well friend.... 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
 
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rainhappy

rainhappy

I just want to die, it's so funny without a encore
Aug 29, 2026
41
I'm sending you all my love 🫶. You deserve all the support you can get and these hugs 🫂🫂🫂!
 
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Stargate

Stargate

I was once a pretty angel
Mar 4, 2022
861
Sorry life brought you to this point. Wish you well in whatever happens next... 🫂
 
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RadiantNumber

Mage
Mar 2, 2024
507
Goodbye hope you find peace in afterlife
 
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booplesnoot34

booplesnoot34

I’ll miss the winter, a world of fragile things
Feb 8, 2023
219
I just clicked on the picture. Lorazepam 0.5mg is a pretty low dosage. I have a prescription for 1mg pill 3 times a day for my anxiety attacks so i think you should take more than 4 or 5.
Yo that's a lot for you to be taking regularly. It's highly addictive.
 
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HNR_

Close to a new start...or meet my end
May 21, 2026
266
Hope you find peace
 
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Casoperso

Casoperso

Fighting my mind
Mar 31, 2025
81
May you find peace🕊️
 
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DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
671
Peace be with you
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,413
I trully hope she is at peace now. :heart:
 
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Sparkly rainbow

Broken person
Nov 28, 2025
18
Rest easy 🕊️ :heart:
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
2,028
See ya, MongolianCarlsJr~ I wish you the best and will pray for you~
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
4,363
best of luck and safe travels 🫂 :heart:
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,473
I hope everything worked for you. Wish you a safe peaceful travel 🧳 💕
 
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smirks00ts

smirks00ts

have you...ever done something that you regret?
Jul 12, 2026
159
safe travels my friend ♡
 
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scoba32

Member
Dec 31, 2025
56
safe travels my friend ♡
 
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Jonah Byrde

Jonah Byrde

20M UK
Sep 4, 2026
163
Wishing you peace
 
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JamshidsPlume

New Member
Sep 3, 2026
1
It's finally time for me... Now I'm taking several trains to get to my hotel, it's a 2 hour ride in total. (It's 1pm right now)

View attachment 209377

Anyway here's my plan again:

- 22.00 final temporary sleep until 06.00 the next day (i think it counts as fasting for 8 hours)
- 06.00 take a piss & shit, then take 600mg paracetamol (with a small sip of water)
- 06.20 take 3x10mg of domperidone (with small sips of water again)
- 06.21 make 3 servings of SN drink (25g in 50ml of water, I weigh around 87kg), then crush my lorazepam pills and mix with water (tbh idk how much pills I need to crush, i think 4 or 5 is enough?)
- 06.50 drink the crushed lorazepam
- 07.00 drink SN and lay in my bed

(If you all have suggestions for my plan please let me know, I really appreciate it)

Despite all the bad things I have experienced in my life, I feel grateful to have traveled around my country and to neighboring countries by myself... I better give all my remaining money to my little sister.

It's time for me to travel somewhere far away and have peace forever.

Thank you all for everything, it really matters to me. I'll upload some pics also in this thread later.

Goodbye world 👋
Hope you find the peace you are looking for
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,685
I hope you found peace 🕯️ :heart:
 
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