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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
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It feels so good to commit to the end of the year to ctb and it's a relief even though i have quite a bit to wrap up. I've never been so focused and I have a few good people who understand and accept my decision. I'm going to hurt a lot of people that won't understand, but I can't focus on that. I've been dead for a long time, really been a shell of a person and I can't go on like that any longer. I won't see 2022 and it's a great feeling. It's time to put the period on this and get the peace I deserve. 6 months max left on this fucked up earth hopefully less and it can't go fast enough.
 
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insanedoomer

insanedoomer

Zé"HaZarD
Jan 10, 2021
244
i hope i'll quit it before 2022 too , death is always near and it is the ultimate goal of dreamers , but the only thing that can be real .
 
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The Mute Viking

The Mute Viking

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Oct 10, 2018
206
I feel like I'm very near as well. Just as soon as I can get one more item to try the Night Night, I should be ready to go.
I hope.
 
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deathisnear

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May 23, 2021
284
I feel like I'm very near as well. Just as soon as I can get one more item to try the Night Night, I should be ready to go.
I hope.
Wishing you nothing but peace friend
i hope i'll quit it before 2022 too , death is always near and it is the ultimate goal of dreamers , but the only thing that can be real .
I know I will not see 2022, peace friend
 
demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,384
Same. I've had enough. It seems life is determined to beat me down and I'm done trying to fight when I never wanted to be here in the first place.
 
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deathisnear

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May 23, 2021
284
Same. I've had enough. It seems life is determined to beat me down and I'm done trying to fight when I never wanted to be here in the first place.
Same here, I wish you peace friend, hopefully I get mine, I will for sure by the end of the year
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,667
This life can be cruel and exhausting, I'm not sure how much longer I will be able to last really. I wish you peace if this is the option you want.
 
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deathisnear

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May 23, 2021
284
This life can be cruel and exhausting, I'm not sure how much longer I will be able to last really. I wish you peace if this is the option you want.
It sure is, this is most definitely the option I want, it's my only way to peace. I wish you peace as well
 
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