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No Brain No Pain
- Jun 29, 2020
- 114
I have my SN and found out that luckily the Quetiapine that I'm on acts as an antiemetic so I don't have to bother with getting my hands on meto. My doctor referred me to someone who does ketamine infusions, and said that I will know the same day if it works so I figured I'll at least hold out until I can try it since I won't have to wait months to know like most of the other treatments I've tried. If it doesn't work (as I'm expecting) I'm done. We've tried everything and I don't think I can be fixed. I'll probably check into a local hotel in the morning to avoid the possibility of being found on the off chance my parents come home early. Also to avoid an ambulance being sent to my home so less for prying eyes to see. I'll set my suicide not to be sent out 4+ hours after I take the SN and mention my location. Think I've thought of everything, just waiting now.
