Story Another failed attempt

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This is an update to my last post, but yeah, it failed. The towel I put around my neck definitely helped with the rope burns a bunch. I feel like I just need more positions to try. I tried laying back cuz a few people recommended I try that, but I didn't feel like it was working. I also tried a position where I was leaning foreword instead, I was basically kneeling and I think I found more success in this position. Like I actually felt like I might pass out but no matter how long I stayed there or pulled, it just still didn't work. My body felt really numb when I undid the rope, basically my entire body was asleep, and when I got up to put everything away, it genuinely felt like my entire body was being stabbed. Imma guess it had something to do with like my blood flow to be honest, but I'm not sure. If anyone has any suggestions lmk!