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pappapgold

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Mar 20, 2025
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I can't bring myself to do it.

So instead I'm abandoning all my material belongings. What i need i can put in a backpack. I'm going to just walk the USA for the next few years.

There's places I've wanted to see and visit.

Being homeless actually sounds great right now. I don't have to worry about bills and working a job i hate. Most small towns you can find a place to work for a few days to get some cash and move on.

I live in michigan and I think I'll go to Virginia first. After that I'll just figure it out as I go.
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Best wishes in your new adventure.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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All the best and good luck!
 
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Mary Janex

Probably dissociated
Apr 2, 2025
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Wish you good luck :)
 
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Jadeith

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Jan 14, 2025
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Have safe trip.
 
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Sep 26, 2021
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The r also webstes whch connct u t/ ppl wh/ wll giv free accomdatn fr hlp & labr

Mght b smethng usefl fr u
 
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pappapgold

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Mar 20, 2025
52
I might just get a bus ticket and head down to new Orleans. Pack a few bags and start from scratch. Everything new in life
 
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thrsgn

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Apr 7, 2025
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I feel like traveling on foot across the country can offer a deeply healing and transformative experience, especially when faced with the overwhelming emotions of this day and age. Walking through vast landscapes, disconnected from the noise of everyday life, fuck its a great vibe. Each step forward represents a choice to live and confront life's challenges rather than surrender to them. The physical act of walking connects you with the world around you and can bring a sense of peace, solitude, and a renewed perspective on your place in it. You can also change your mind and CTB later, after your journey comes to its end.
Best of luck.
 
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TornReality

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Mar 18, 2025
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I've thought about doing that before. I still sorta think of it. Would be a great adventure.
If you do decide on that, hope you find what you are seeking. Best wishes.
 
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Sunderland

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Feb 9, 2025
51
Just seeing this now, I live in VA, I might have a couch you can crash on if needed or a face to sit across from for a coffee. I'd like to meet someone.
 
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Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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If I were to lose everything I'd go back to NYC where housing is a right. Of course I'd probably have to do all kinds of programs once linked in. Not sure if that would be good, or bad, but I'm all ears right now. I know I can't be fixed, but maybe I can have some of my pain removed. Idk.
Right now I'm taking the very long road of alcoholism to ctb. I wake up wanting to take a break, but when my hands start shaking uncontrollable that resoves ends. It's not the fun experience anymore.
 
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