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takemenowpls

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Aug 19, 2022
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people must be more active then I thought on Friday's. I've been logged in all day and barely see any posts. No offense to anyone posting 😊 maybe I'm just lonely and it's getting to me. Have a friend coming over tonight that took mercy on me and will keep me company till it's bed time again. What a horrible life, being forced to exist without a reason.
 
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FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I agree that life is certainly horrible. I'm always so tired of everything as life is just endless misery all for the sake of it. I don't understand those people who see it as a positive thing bringing someone into this world. It could never be. It's always better to never exist.
 
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Phtzzzing

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Jan 3, 2022
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people must be more active then I thought on Friday's. I've been logged in all day and barely see any posts. No offense to anyone posting 😊 maybe I'm just lonely and it's getting to me. Have a friend coming over tonight that took mercy on me and will keep me company till it's bed time again. What a horrible life, being forced to exist without a reason.
Take...please use my email to get in touch. Thank you.
 
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takemenowpls

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Aug 19, 2022
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I agree that life is certainly horrible. I'm always so tired of everything as life is just endless misery all for the sake of it. I don't understand those people who see it as a positive thing bringing someone into this world. It could never be. It's always better to never exist.
I once thought I had a good life, I was happy. But the last 4.5 years have made me feel like you. I wish my mom never had me. I think it even made it harder to live now. Having a job, home, nice things and wife then losing it all from mental illness. Yep, wish I never was….
Take...please use my email to get in touch. Thank you.
Thank you for the offer Phtzzzing. I tired, your profile is locked down.
 
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GreenTree

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Jun 1, 2020
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I once thought I had a good life, I was happy. But the last 4.5 years have made me feel like you. I wish my mom never had me. I think it even made it harder to live now. Having a job, home, nice things and wife then losing it all from mental illness. Yep, wish I never was….

Thank you for the offer Phtzzzing. I tired, your profile is locked down.
Yes I've lost home, job, partner too mental illness as well. It's terrible for the sufferer and the family. I want out. That will cause more pain too. Had enough of this game of life.
 
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takemenowpls

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Aug 19, 2022
237
It won't hurt my soon to be ex wife. She once fixed me a cocktail of her pain killers and my benzos and said here, take these and you won't wake up. My death would please her.
 
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Phtzzzing

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Jan 3, 2022
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I once thought I had a good life, I was happy. But the last 4.5 years have made me feel like you. I wish my mom never had me. I think it even made it harder to live now. Having a job, home, nice things and wife then losing it all from mental illness. Yep, wish I never was….

Thank you for the offer Phtzzzing. I tired, your profile is locked down.
Locked down? Shoot...no pun intended. If my vision clears enough I should be able to use your email. I am sorry for the delay Take. I know exactly what to do with the meds. (Says me hopefully). Hang in there. It is so easy.
 

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