Venting im so weak

[foreverotting]

i cant believe i am even still alive, but im too much of s coward to truly follow a plan

i just want someone to do it for me. painlessly. but thats asking for too much because it will never be truly painless with how much id leave behind. i really hate being alive

 

[FuneralCry]

Not being able to go through with suicide doesn't mean that you are cowardly. Suicide is very difficult after all, if it was easier to leave this world, I would already be gone. I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I know that it can be unbearable living a life that you hate. All that I want is to peacefully pass away in my sleep, we all deserve the option of euthanasia. I wish you the best in whatever happens and I hope you find what you are looking for.

 

[Idontmatter]

i cant believe i am even still alive, but im too much of s coward to truly follow a plan

i just want someone to do it for me. painlessly. but thats asking for too much because it will never be truly painless with how much id leave behind. i really hate being alive

I'm sorry for your pain. You definitely are not alone. I have a plan, just lots to do before I'm gone even though I've been tempted to say fuck it and just drink a nice glass of sn. I'm to chicken shit to hang or shoot myself.