deadpornstarr!
fated to pretend
- May 20, 2026
- 6
and quite impressed with how fast my account got validated :> i just applied last night ... so... thanks admins
im a fairly standard transfem young adult programmergirl ... nonbinary furry therian maybe-plural thing (im actually of the opinion that queer folk like i are quite beautiful people ... deserving of true and innocent love and all that jazz ... the world just hates that we exist at all and im far too weak to fight it , honestly)
sex abuse survivor , it lasted for a few years and started when i was little . i never recovered from it , i dont know if i can ... theres very little space in the world for us
playing around with the idea of dying . ive been harming atleast .
joined this forum with the hope that id be understood here a lot better than i am in other spaces , where people just regurgitate the same "it'll get better" . idk . nobody ever really gets what this feels like . my life just lacks any kind of depth or , substance or anything to care about . im barely a person . but , ehh thats a topic for a later , longer post . dont need to get into it all right now , i dont think .
hows it hangin, new friends ? :>
(maybe a poor choice of phrasing... um...)
im a fairly standard transfem young adult programmergirl ... nonbinary furry therian maybe-plural thing (im actually of the opinion that queer folk like i are quite beautiful people ... deserving of true and innocent love and all that jazz ... the world just hates that we exist at all and im far too weak to fight it , honestly)
sex abuse survivor , it lasted for a few years and started when i was little . i never recovered from it , i dont know if i can ... theres very little space in the world for us
playing around with the idea of dying . ive been harming atleast .
joined this forum with the hope that id be understood here a lot better than i am in other spaces , where people just regurgitate the same "it'll get better" . idk . nobody ever really gets what this feels like . my life just lacks any kind of depth or , substance or anything to care about . im barely a person . but , ehh thats a topic for a later , longer post . dont need to get into it all right now , i dont think .
hows it hangin, new friends ? :>
(maybe a poor choice of phrasing... um...)
