westernromanpatriot
Member
- Aug 22, 2024
- 11
hey all!
im definitely a depressed mess but im not actively suicidal at all rn. I know for sure that I don't want to live *too* long, can't see myself growing old that's for sure... the thing is, not yet knowing how I want to die or even how I *can* die makes me despair. It makes me feel like I'm "trapped" here so to speak.
At the same time, I have so much I'm looking forward to and things I still want to do, if I died tomorrow I'd probably think my life was wasted...
Anyone else feeling like this?
im definitely a depressed mess but im not actively suicidal at all rn. I know for sure that I don't want to live *too* long, can't see myself growing old that's for sure... the thing is, not yet knowing how I want to die or even how I *can* die makes me despair. It makes me feel like I'm "trapped" here so to speak.
At the same time, I have so much I'm looking forward to and things I still want to do, if I died tomorrow I'd probably think my life was wasted...
Anyone else feeling like this?
