I really want to die, but when I hang myself, I'm always hesitant because of the fear I have, and I really want some advice so I can die today
-
⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,418
miseryonearth
Member
- Mar 6, 2025
- 20
Worndown
Illuminated
- Mar 21, 2019
- 3,694
deadbidaylight
And the sun will set for you
- Feb 27, 2025
- 535
Survival instinct is a real thing. The human body is hardwired to survive, and will go into panic mode when it senses something's amiss. This is what you're experiencing. The what ifs, and the fear of the unknown is holding you back from following through.
And that's completely okay. You might not truly be ready to die, deep down. There is *something* holding you back. That might be something for you to hold onto and move forward.
Now, if you truly do want to die, a lot of people here have suggested a form anti anxiety meds to take before attempting, to try and mitigate SI.
Are you confident in your plan to CTB? Do you mind sharing your method? Maybe you need some reassurance or guidance on your method of choice. That could help alleviate some of your fears.
I don't advocate for suicide. But I do believe in offering support or information for those who are intent on it. I hope someone here can help you, whether it be staying alive, or being successful in achieving your peace.
And that's completely okay. You might not truly be ready to die, deep down. There is *something* holding you back. That might be something for you to hold onto and move forward.
Now, if you truly do want to die, a lot of people here have suggested a form anti anxiety meds to take before attempting, to try and mitigate SI.
Are you confident in your plan to CTB? Do you mind sharing your method? Maybe you need some reassurance or guidance on your method of choice. That could help alleviate some of your fears.
I don't advocate for suicide. But I do believe in offering support or information for those who are intent on it. I hope someone here can help you, whether it be staying alive, or being successful in achieving your peace.
Similar threads
Recovery
MapleS
