Scared of hanging because ive done everything else wrong

[Jane99]

Ive been looking into this method for quite a while Ive seen videos online where a person goes unconcious within seconds but then i see a video like this



so if i do it wrong i could be in agony for twenty minutes! There are so many varibles with hanging under the apple over the apple but basically you have to restrict the carotid arteries to cut off blood to the brain so why were these prison guards in agony for twenty minutes? I think falling from a great height is the only real release SN seems ok but you cant drink alcohol and i dont want to be sick for hours beforehand. Americans dont know how lucky they are just go and buy a gun It would be great if someone could send a message from the afterlife - bloody dont do it that way it was a nightmare this is what you need to do..... Anyway i know im getting closer i cant take the continuous regret thoughts of a wasted my life because someone abused me as a child what i could have been all the ridiculous decisions ive made because i drink too much So just recently ive heard of the charcoal method big in Taiwan for some raeson i think that would be good

ok tried to upload video but didnt work so you see why im hesitant about hanging myself - here is the youtube and go to 13.20

20 Minutes of Agony: WW2 Revenge for "Mad Jenny" of Stutthof

Ok the youtube video didnt upload so you see why im hesitant to hang myself but just search '20 Minutes of Agony: WW2 Revenge for "Mad Jenny" of Stutthof'

 

[dirkw83]

Well. I don't want to encourage you at all, but you can find results like this for any suicide method. I don't want to look it up but I bet that people survived trying to kill themselves with guns too, even shotguns for that matter probably. To me that's the scary thing about suicide, it feels almost like a lottery.