Venting I'm going to die alone.

[Backwoodsqueer]

The hardest thing for me right now is the realization that I'm never going to find a life partner. No one is going to be up for dealing with my physical disabilities and mental bullshit. No one is going to be attracted to a disabled fat tranny. Every time someone out of my league hits on me and then ghosts me, it discourages me even more. I really need to disconnect from that and stop getting my hopes up. I don't deserve a partner anyway. I don't deserve to be loved because I don't know how to love myself. Yet I have so much love to give someone else that is just going to get wasted. It's sad, but it's the truth. I'm going to die alone. May as well get it over with, right?

 

[overwhelming]

by god i wish i could give you advice. i wasn't the best person around but, fucking around online i found someone who i instantly clicked with. i hope you can find someone you click with, eventually soon. if you have a lot of love to give, it would be a shame to let it all go to waste. there's someone out there that wants to be loved like you too. i hope it gets easier to find them. you say you don't love yourself and you don't deserve a partner for it, well a partner can surely support you with it. trust me, theres always someone that'll want to listen. i'd love to be more, and say something better than the typical shit, but i get how it feels and if you take anything away from this, i hope it's the fact that you know i care at least. a random stranger online.

 

[HadEnough1974]

The hardest thing for me right now is the realization that I'm never going to find a life partner. No one is going to be up for dealing with my physical disabilities and mental bullshit. No one is going to be attracted to a disabled fat tranny. Every time someone out of my league hits on me and then ghosts me, it discourages me even more. I really need to disconnect from that and stop getting my hopes up. I don't deserve a partner anyway. I don't deserve to be loved because I don't know how to love myself. Yet I have so much love to give someone else that is just going to get wasted. It's sad, but it's the truth. I'm going to die alone. May as well get it over with, right?

Hey, I'm ghosted everyday on grindr. Don't worry, you're not alone. The secret is to have absolutely no expectations when on grindr and other dating apps.

I bet you that if you describe yourself as a "disabled fat tranny", you're probably going to get more quality replies.

Just be yourself, we are not all perfect bodied hot studs. I knew a guy who was super hot and muscular and his thing was overweight men. A chubby chaser!!

So my dear fat tranny, there is still hope for you!!

With Love

 

[LastRide]

The hardest thing for me right now is the realization that I'm never going to find a life partner. No one is going to be up for dealing with my physical disabilities and mental bullshit. No one is going to be attracted to a disabled fat tranny. Every time someone out of my league hits on me and then ghosts me, it discourages me even more. I really need to disconnect from that and stop getting my hopes up. I don't deserve a partner anyway. I don't deserve to be loved because I don't know how to love myself. Yet I have so much love to give someone else that is just going to get wasted. It's sad, but it's the truth. I'm going to die alone. May as well get it over with, right?

Welcome to the club....the only difference being I have given up looking for a partner and in a sense I'm glad I'm single, it makes the ctb project a lot less complicated....