CTB friend? I dont wanna leave alone

[goodnewz]

Not sure if this is even allowed on this website but has anyone CTBed with a partner/stranger they found online? Im fucking terrified of dying alone and have always wanted to do it with someone I would even take doing it with a stranger than leaving alone.

For context I have suspected autoimmune encephalitis/possible brain damage/a med injury and have been slowly losing brain functioning for over three years to a state thats unlivable. I wouldnt leave yet until ive exhausted every treatment but if nothing helps then I unfortunately have no fucking choice because I have almost 0 quality of life, im only staying for my boyfriend at this point :(

Any ppl from the bay area cali PLEASE pm me, especially if ur genuinely considering CTB at some point because for me its not just passive thoughts like I know realistically its either my symptoms improve or I die

 

[hangtime1000]

I have always thought having a partner to CTB with would be ideal. I have always thought that ctbing would be the loneliness thing I will eventually do

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Have you never noticed the part of this site that says "Partners"? That's what it's for.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/partners-megathread-read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.231333/page-21

I have always thought having a partner to CTB with would be ideal. I have always thought that ctbing would be the loneliness thing I will eventually do

Here you go.