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bloomingdark

bloomingdark

Alex
Jan 24, 2019
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I just want this thread to say how i feel, if you feel like doing the same go ahead :)) I'll read .


So,I'm back, i feel like crap, lately diagnosed as borderline and my depression is the worst is ever been, it's even difficult for me to walk a few streets, it's difficult to have energy to at least do some chores, i feel drained.



I'll go soon, for sure, i don't wanna be a victim neither put myself through this any much longer.
 
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hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
my depression is the worst is ever been, it's even difficult for me to walk a few streets, it's difficult to have energy to at least do some chores, i feel drained.

I am in the same place right now.

After taking a break from this forum (and the idea of suicide) for 1.5 years, I've recently come back. Now with an approximate date set for my bus catching.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I can relate, I feel tired of existing. Everything requires energy that I don't have. I would love to fall into an eternal sleep. If you decide to leave then I wish you peace.
 
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