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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
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I hate leaving people behind. I'm pretty sure it's "nothing" after we're gone, I just hate that I can't help anyone after I'm gone.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

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Jul 23, 2022
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How would you like to help people?
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
In any way, but its impossible. Would like to come back as a ghost and haunt evil people, rapists and etc though. (worse than haunt tbh, what I want to do can't be written in print). But there's just nothing I can do, which still sucks for me.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

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Jul 23, 2022
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In any way, but its impossible. Would like to come back as a ghost and haunt evil people, rapists and etc though. (worse than haunt tbh, what I want to do can't be written in print). But there's just nothing I can do, which still sucks for me.
Are there any personally feasible ways to help people while you're still here?
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
Are there any personally feasible ways to help people while you're still here?
I could upload my game guides, but I feel too tired and there's too little time for that. Besides it would be a jumbled mess which wouldn't be appreciated, and there is such a thing as making games too easy and taking all the enjoyment and discovery out of them too.
I'm probably going to send money to people I care about right before I take the drink. I don't want to do that before I know for sure.
That's about it, but money is always helpful, even if I send it to someone who is also suicidal.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
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I could upload my game guides, but I feel too tired and there's too little time for that. Besides it would be a jumbled mess which wouldn't be appreciated, and there is such a thing as making games too easy and taking all the enjoyment and discovery out of them too.
I'm probably going to send money to people I care about right before I take the drink. I don't want to do that before I know for sure.
That's about it, but money is always helpful, even if I send it to someone who is also suicidal.
You seem like a thoughtful person, but I know there's a limit to how much that can sustain you. I'm sure your time here has been good to those around you.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
You seem like a thoughtful person, but I know there's a limit to how much that can sustain you. I'm sure your time here has been good to those around you.
I try. Thank you.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I personally find so much comfort in the thought of there being nothing after death, in fact it's the only thing that comforts me. I very strongly believe that we just cease to exist once we die with not even the awareness that we are dead. Death really isn't something for anyone to worry about as after all there is no escaping it, it's simply inevitable for us all and it's our fate as humans to cease to exist and eventually be forgotten about. At least to me, to die is the best thing possible. But I'm sorry that you feel like this and are trapped in this situation.
 
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