I want to ctb, but my SI feels incredibly strong right now.

[Zzzzz]

For many years now, I've wanted essentially nothing but CTB. But been unable to do it. Very unhappy in life. Sick of the people around me. No matter where I go or what I do, I always feel unhappy and unwelcome.im Sick of my life. But SI very strong. I don't know how to overcome it.

 

[Jrmull1993]

@Zzzzz

If you've determined that suicide is best for you, you can always get a prescription for anti-anxiety meds to try and calm down your SI.

 

[lionetta12]

@Zzzzz

If you've determined that suicide is best for you, you can always get a prescription for anti-anxiety meds to try and calm down your SI.

Is this the only way to try and calm down the SI or are there other possible methods as well? I'm not sure I would struggle with a strong SI but want to be sure I have something that can help relax it in case it arises.

 

[Jrmull1993]

Is this the only way to try and calm down the SI or are there other possible methods as well? I'm not sure I would struggle with a strong SI but want to be sure I have something that can help relax it in case it arises.

There are lots of medications that have the potential to calm down anxiety, alcohol is even one of them. Unfortunately you won't know how strong your SI is until that moment in time comes.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, it really is so difficult to leave this world and I know that it's so awful being trapped in a life that you hate. I envy those who have left this life behind. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering as none of us should ever have to endure such misery.