I think I found the perfect way to make it look like an accident

[botanist_dude]

I'm not sure if I can discuss that here directly, so please remove my post if it's the case

So, I've been trying to CTB for a while but the burden on my family was too much. But more so the fact that they wouldn't be able to collect insurance money. For that reason, I think I found a reliable method. It is, unfortunately somewhat tedious and stressful, but it's not too long.

I want to cause myself asphyxiation by lodging a piece of candy in my throat.

I know it sounds awful, but it's so far the only way I can achieve my goal of leaving some money. And it tracks because it has happened to me in the past, due to alcohol consumption and disordered feeding.

I want to numb myself with a lot of alcohol, then eat either a piece of meat or a jawbreaker. I know how to make go through the throat instead of the esophagus. I'll be alone, and probably during my panic I'll try to perform the Heimlich maneuver, but I sincerely don't know how. So overall, it'd look like I had an accident

What do you think?

 

[DoomsdayCTB]

not a bad idea, just gonna be hard to fight your SI. How about going out with a nice steak dinner?

 

[glass-petal]

definitely sounds pretty tricky that's for sure. when your airway is blocked by something your body is gonna do everything in it's power to force it out, no matter how much you try to suppress it. but I suppose the alcohol might make the process a bit easier.

 

[botanist_dude]

not a bad idea, just gonna be hard to fight your SI. How about going out with a nice steak dinner

not a bad idea, just gonna be hard to fight your SI. How about going out with a nice steak dinner?

This is actually pretty good.

You're right about the SI, but I think it will be doomed if I do everything right. I actually need to show SI activity so my family can collect insurance money

definitely sounds pretty tricky that's for sure. when your airway is blocked by something your body is gonna do everything in it's power to force it out, no matter how much you try to suppress it. but I suppose the alcohol might make the process a bit easier.

You're 100% right. But like I said to another fellow friend here, I need to show some SI activities to make it look accidental. It'll be unpleasant, to say the least

 

[sickofeverything]

This is actually pretty good.

You're right about the SI, but I think it will be doomed if I do everything right. I actually need to show SI activity so my family can collect insurance money

You're 100% right. But like I said to another fellow friend here, I need to show some SI activities to make it look accidental. It'll be unpleasant, to say the least

If you want to make it look like an accident people did a thing called the choking game where they ended up dying and people rule it as a mistake from a challenge instead of a suicide. I'm trying to figure out how to pass out from it but I'm struggling a bit