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Tombs_in_your_eyes

Tombs_in_your_eyes

Probably crying
Oct 18, 2024
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I'm just waiting for this Crohn's flare to calm down so that I can ctb using SN (SN during an active crohn's flare is likely to be both painful and unsuccessful). But I am so done. I can't take any more of my life. Mom died and left me living with my dad who is abusive. I have no other family. No friends for hundreds of miles because I'm queer and live in an extremely awful socially conservative area. Can't move because I'm too sick to work. Housebound anyway so even if I moved I'd never meet anyone. Friends from college and work mostly bailed when I had been housebound for too many years. So now I'm alone 99.5% of the time and all I can think to do is scream.
 
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Nothing Left

Nothing Left

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Sep 6, 2024
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I'm so sorry, hun.

I hope whatever you do, you can find some peace, as cliché of a platitude as that is.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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I am so sorry for the loss of your mother
your situation is absolutely horrible
sending you hugs and love 🫂❤️
 
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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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I completely understand. I hope you can scream in peace.Sorry darling 😭
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,825
I'm sorry you have to suffer so much, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this pain and suffering in existing, it sounds really painful what you have to go through, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 

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