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Spite

Spite

I wish I never existed.
Aug 20, 2025
565
Scared of surviving my suicide attempt. Scared of hurting my wife and family.
False hope. I keep deluding myself thinking things will get better.
 
Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
726
planning. i plan this things ahead.

near the end of the year is my goal.
 
Cyaneed

Cyaneed

New Member
Jul 9, 2026
3
Because my body is way too strong, despite all my self destructive intentions.
 
AgnesTachyon

AgnesTachyon

antinatalist, efilist, solipsist, misanthrope
Jun 10, 2026
14
i don't have easily accessible methods, besides overdosing ...and what stops me of trying to overdose again and again until i get lucky is my emetophobia ...this is hell.​
 
boilingfishcakes

boilingfishcakes

맛있는 오뎅!
Jun 14, 2026
25
I don't have a reliable method that is accessible to me. If I failed a suicide attempt, I'd get stuck with a 50k hospital bill that my husband is going to stress over. Failing is embarrassing as well.
 

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