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princeseadove

princeseadove

wannabe angel
Mar 4, 2025
46
I try over and over. I have been trying to die, I just can't live. I already abandoned all hope, there is just my dreams, and I hope my delusions would make it a reality for me when I'm inches away from CTB. Waiting till I finally move is not working out. God. I need to die. There's no way I cannot die. I am miserable, my whole life, my childhood washed up with the most horrible shit. I have nobody. I need to die, please just kill me. Everything hurts, I'm so tired of mentally struggling. Please. Please. Please let me pass. Let me die. I can't do this anymore. I need to die. There's no healing for me, none, I need my peace please
 
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moonlightbeach

moonlightbeach

close your eyes and you'll leave this dream
Jul 14, 2025
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same
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Enlightened
May 7, 2025
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I get a little closer every day. I hope things work out for me when I finally get to the day... I hope you are able to find your peace as well.
 
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Vernon/dozen79

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May 22, 2025
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Thank you ❤️ with all my heart I hope you find peace too
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
318
Same. I feel ready to go.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,454
I really understand feeling so tired of suffering in this cruel existence, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,119
Very relatable. I very much feel the same. Sending hugs and love. You are not alone in this pain. Many here know how it feels.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
1,178
I wish you the best, hope you find the peace you desire 🫂:heart:
 
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Nightfoot

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Aug 7, 2025
311
I'm sorry you are suffering so. It sounds like you're in a lot of pain and I hope you can find some relief.
 
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princeseadove

princeseadove

wannabe angel
Mar 4, 2025
46
Thank you so much everyone for the understanding, it gets so tiring and unbearable
 
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