Venting I need to die

[princeseadove]

I try over and over. I have been trying to die, I just can't live. I already abandoned all hope, there is just my dreams, and I hope my delusions would make it a reality for me when I'm inches away from CTB. Waiting till I finally move is not working out. God. I need to die. There's no way I cannot die. I am miserable, my whole life, my childhood washed up with the most horrible shit. I have nobody. I need to die, please just kill me. Everything hurts, I'm so tired of mentally struggling. Please. Please. Please let me pass. Let me die. I can't do this anymore. I need to die. There's no healing for me, none, I need my peace please

 

[mlb]

same

 

[Dejected 55]

I get a little closer every day. I hope things work out for me when I finally get to the day... I hope you are able to find your peace as well.

 

[Vernon/dozen79]

Thank you with all my heart I hope you find peace too

 

[unluckysadness]

Same. I feel ready to go.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of suffering in this cruel existence, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[noname223]

Very relatable. I very much feel the same. Sending hugs and love. You are not alone in this pain. Many here know how it feels.

 

[darksouls]

I wish you the best, hope you find the peace you desire

 

[Nightfoot]

I'm sorry you are suffering so. It sounds like you're in a lot of pain and I hope you can find some relief.

 

[Vlad Tepes]

Real

 

[princeseadove]

Thank you so much everyone for the understanding, it gets so tiring and unbearable

 

[passedawayinapril]

I also need to die

 

[Feldsparc]

I WILL die. No way I'm going to suffer this torment forever