Venting I feel like utter shite

[Riadsala]

It's hard for me to find a reason not to ctb. I've tried getting "help", I've tried to improve myself, but I still can't seem to get better. Ugh I just don't want to wake up anymore.

 

[Good4Nothing]

Me too.

 

[Superdeterminist]

At the bare minimum, societies need to stop admitting suicide attempters to psych wards against their will. Beyond this, and what humanity really needs, is access to a peaceful death (e.g. by pentobarbital). People would pay for this, I'm not saying it has to be given for free (there are obviously costs involved.) Until this is implemented, people will continue to die gruesome, painful, undignified deaths by suicide, even though they deserve so much better.

 

[Time Travel]

Same here bro

 

[Mr2005]

I never even tried.

 

[Zappfe lover]

At the bare minimum, societies need to stop admitting suicide attempters to psych wards against their will. Beyond this, and what humanity really needs, is access to a peaceful death (e.g. by pentobarbital). People would pay for this, I'm not saying it has to be given for free (there are obviously costs involved.) Until this is implemented, people will continue to die gruesome, painful, undignified deaths by suicide, even though they deserve so much better.

The problem of it not being free is that it would become a luxury item. The starving boy in Africa deserves peace as much as the rich european.

 

[Superdeterminist]

The problem of it not being free is that it would become a luxury item. The starving boy in Africa deserves peace as much as the rich european.

That's absolutely true, so ideally it would be universal and accessible to everyone, for free. But at the very least, as a first step, it needs to be made available for a price if needs be, since there will be work involved with procuring the drug(s), processing the body of the deceased, etc. Perhaps there would be volunteers opting to do this work, but it's hard to see there being enough of them.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

I never even tried.

^^this tbh, barely even tried to get better. I've promised myself on many occasions that I would but my mental state is so inconsistent I find myself giving up on just about every attempt at improving myself. At this point I'm sick of trying to hoist myself up into a better mental state only to collapse and feel terrible again.

 

[bea1974]

Waking up is the worst part. Repeated torture day after day.

 

[GKU]

I have been feeling like that since morning too.