Venting I feel a horrid rage

[gwanath]

Just half a year ago I dared to dream of my future. Of leaving my abuser and finally making a life for myself. Surround myself with kindness, safety and peace.

But he took everything.

I think that's what I'm truly struggling with. I have been left with the choice between continuing to live in agony as my condition worsens, or end it. I've been fighting for so long that, of course, there is a strong and unrelenting drive telling me to keep going. But I know that I can't, not this time. I can't get out of this one.

Just angry. And grieving. It's so tiring.

 

[FuneralCry]

Some people really are so cruel, and to me it is terrible the way that many people treat others. I'm sorry that you have suffered so much in life. I can imagine that it must be hard to carry on, being in that situation. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from what you are going through.