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Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
1,919
I dont want to live anymore.
I turn in a couple of 24 months and i have nothing to show for it.
My life is over .
It is never going to get better.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
I don't want to live anymore either.

Hope you can find peace soon, bro. You really deserve it.

I mean, why on earth are we here suffering in first place?

send you lots of hugs and love
 
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WaitingForTheBusInTh

Student
Nov 18, 2020
174
Ho boy do I feel ya. Turning 25 in 8 months and I really don't want to see that day.
It's a pretty crap feeling to look at all the potential years ahead and see nothing. Like suddenly reaching the edge of a very steep cliff with nothing past it, only an abyss below.
 
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the_final_countdown

Specialist
Dec 29, 2020
337
I often make the suggestion that someone who lived a monk-life existence wouldn't suffer as much, simply because there would be no other expectations other than doing your basic duties and meditating.

But such an identity transformation is difficult to accomplish, especially if it's not the life you originally wanted for yourself.
 
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death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
I'm sorry. But you aren't alone. I will turn 24 in March but I've a life experience of someone in middle school. All I want is just to die.
 
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Ragtime piano

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Jul 2, 2020
23
sorry for your pain guys but take it from me ( an old man of 57) you haven't run out of options in your twenties. I guess the first thing is to say screw expectations. Don't get into the trap of comparing yourself to others. Who says you have to have a house/career/marriage or whatever by the time you're 25 .. or by any age come to that?
 
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WaitingForTheBusInTh

Student
Nov 18, 2020
174
sorry for your pain guys but take it from me ( an old man of 57) you haven't run out of options in your twenties. I guess the first thing is to say screw expectations. Don't get into the trap of comparing yourself to others. Who says you have to have a house/career/marriage or whatever by the time you're 25 .. or by any age come to that?
Yeah I have other options, other hellish jobs in retail where I'm run ragged and treated like shit, or homelessness. I've realised that my life is never going to g anywhere and I dont want to go through 50-60 someodd years of this in this world with how awful things are. I know I'll never be able to retire. The world's gone to hell in a handbasket (not just because of covid)
 

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