Got my ticket!

[cazwiz]

I'm super pleased that everything I need has now arrived. I worried about obtaining some of the tools for SN, but I got them all =, and quicker than expected. I'm amazed at how much this has turned my mood around. A theme that often comes up in my therapy is my lack of control over my life. Now I have FULL control. This feels enormously empowering. Maybe all I needed all along was the ABILITY to ctb? Now, for the first time, I actually have options! I have a choice about what happens next. I can hop onboard or I can redeem my ticket another time. WOW!!!!! Does this feeling of empowerment sound familiar to anyone?

 

[Lost_the_will2_live]

Yes!! My sn arrived this week and a huge weight was lifted of my shoulders. I still don't know when I will ctb but at least I know I can when the time comes

 

[Jean4]

People often feel that way. It's a security blanket. Comforting knowing it's there, even though you may not use it. More important. Keep feeling good!

 

[BillS]

Could someone post a reply as to where they order their SN from ?

Reputable companies to order from ?

Websites, etc.

Thanks.

 

[s1mplem3]

You're free to choose your path.

 

[LMLN]

Yes, it has been a big relief for me. Without it I felt trapped. I feel I have an escape now.

 

[Lost_the_will2_live]

People often feel that way. It's a security blanket. Comforting knowing it's there, even though you may not use it. More important. Keep feeling good!

Thank you Jean