SebVettel5
Member
- Aug 25, 2022
- 19
Hi everyone,
I might be in Australia this autumn. I have my SN currently, but I don't think I'll be able to carry it with me on the plane.
Do you guys think I can order SN from there? Some Australians on this forum say that importing SN from another country may not be possible due to customs being strict. I don't even know if it's possible to get SN from an Australian vendor since some people say that a licence is required to buy it.
I feel like I'm stuck between prioritizing myself or my parents. They want me to start a new life in Australia and get a job over there. On the other hand, I find it meaningless to keep going, knowing full well that my life will be in a same monotonous cycle and pleasures of life are just absence of pain, which is what death provides anyway.
If I can't get this thing in Australia, I might have to try to CTB in few days. Because CTB'ing as an option gives me the strength I need to keep going. If I get devoid of this strength, I'll feel overwhelmed because not being able to die whenever I want will make me more anxious and fearful than I already am.
I might be in Australia this autumn. I have my SN currently, but I don't think I'll be able to carry it with me on the plane.
Do you guys think I can order SN from there? Some Australians on this forum say that importing SN from another country may not be possible due to customs being strict. I don't even know if it's possible to get SN from an Australian vendor since some people say that a licence is required to buy it.
I feel like I'm stuck between prioritizing myself or my parents. They want me to start a new life in Australia and get a job over there. On the other hand, I find it meaningless to keep going, knowing full well that my life will be in a same monotonous cycle and pleasures of life are just absence of pain, which is what death provides anyway.
If I can't get this thing in Australia, I might have to try to CTB in few days. Because CTB'ing as an option gives me the strength I need to keep going. If I get devoid of this strength, I'll feel overwhelmed because not being able to die whenever I want will make me more anxious and fearful than I already am.
