Best method in Australia and Purity testing SN anxiety

[Iloveyoumommy]

I am a new user here but have been craving to ctb for a verryyyy long time. I think I am finally ready and have a few questions. I am still learning so happy to get any guidance from you but please let me know if it is against the rules to ask any of what I am asking.
1. I think my method will be SN but it seems extremely hard to get it in Australia. Does anybody have advice?
2. I also read a thread on purity testing but am worried I will screw it up as I suffer some developmental difficulties. Is there a dummies guide?
3. Finally, is SI the best way to go in terms of both peace (I am a little coward and don't really want the pain) and likelihood? I am afraid of failing and ending up a vegetable or something

Sorry if these are dumb questions and if anybody wants to point me to where to get this information, that would be wonderful. I am planning on reading more so I guess others have answered these questions before but feel a little overwhelmed at the moment and my mental health isnt helping my concentration. I just want to sleep aha

Thanks in advance

 

[wine is fine but]

sn is pretty much only available from a place in ukraine. many of us from straya have ordered through him, but at present there seems to be a wait to get through ukraine customs

there are two ways to test it - most suggest to do both ways - aquarium strips and blood test, but it seems if it comes from the ukraine vendor, it is always good

if you take the recommended dosage, the only chance of it not working, is if you call for help, or someone finds you. it will probably be 100% effective within 40 minutes, with most of that unconscious. for the most part, if you are saved, all of the issues are fully reversible. there will no doubt be a window where treatment is early enough to save you, but late enough to give you some issues, but "normally" that seems unlikely to happen