Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'd just never wish for the pain, torture and suffering of existing, all I want is peace from the torture of existing and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I just want to be free from the torture of this cruel, dreadful existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to never suffer ever again is all I could hope for, I just want some peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake, I just want to be free from the torture and suffering of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing truly is just only suffering.
It truly is just only suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this cruel, dreadful existence as just being only suffering.

In this existence so dreadful non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I'd just never wish for the terrible torture of existing, all I want is peace from all the suffering, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is the most torturous, cruel burden.
It truly is the most torturous, cruel burden to me and I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, all I want is peace from the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

To suffer in this existence will always just be an terrible mistake to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be permanently free from the torture of existing, I just want to never suffer ever again, I truly am just always so tired of being burdened with this painful, torturous and dreadful existence that just harms existing beings and causes all this terrible cruelty and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and torturous and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing no matter what, in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me, all I want is to be gone.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake that just causes all this harm and torture as a result, to suffer in this torturous existence is just always so terrible to me, all I want is peace from the pain, suffering and torture of this deeply undesirable, dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist would be suffering prevention for me.
It truly would be suffering prevention for me in this existence so torturous and cruel, all I want is peace from the torture of existing, all I want is for non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel tragic mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

All I want is peace from the terrible, dreadful suffering of existing and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, in this existence so torturous and cruel non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer again, in this existence of dreadful suffering the peace of non-existence is all I could ever hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me.
I truly do always suffer so much from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me with the suffering and torture it existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what and there's just so much evil in existing, all I want is peace from the terrible torture and suffering of existing.

To me existence truly is always the problem and it's one that just causes all this suffering, I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to just peacefully cease existing so finally I can be at peace from the terrible, dreadful mistake of existence that just harms and tortures all these existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much dreadful suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much dreadful suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of this dreadful, painful existence.

In this existence so torturous and cruel non-existence is just the only peace for me and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence of torturous suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just wish to be free from the terrible torture, cruelty and suffering of this existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful existence, I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does always feel like I've suffered for so long in this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the torture, cruelty and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the torture of existing.

All I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this existence that just harms and tortures existing beings and for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence so torturous and harmful, I just want to never suffer again, I just wish for no more suffering, in this existence that just harms and tortures existing beings non-existence is all I hope for, I truly have suffered for so long.