Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

All I want is to erase this terrible, harmful and cruel existence that I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain in existing, it's all so terrible, I'll just always see existing as just waiting for death no matter what, all I want is peace from the torture and cruelty of this deeply undesirable existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that could ever be positive for me.
In this existence so dreadful, terrible and torturous where there is all this endless torture cruelty and suffering non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just hope for peace from the torture of existing and to me existing will always be only suffering.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive, I just hope for peace from the terrible suffering and torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in this torturous existence.
There truly is just so much evil in this torturous, terrible existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and torture of existing rather all I want is peace, I just wish to be free from the terrible torture and suffering of existing.

In this existence of cruelty and suffering non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I just find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's just all so dreadful and torturous to me and I'd just never wish for the pain of this deeply undesirable, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in existing.
There truly is so much torture in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel which is why the peace of non-existence is just all I hope for, I just hope and wish to never suffer again in this evil, torturous existence that just causes and brings all this terrible harm, cruelty and suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

For me non-existence truly is all that's positive in this existence so dreadful and harmful that just causes all this cruelty, harm and torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous existence as just being suffering.
It truly will be only suffering to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful.

I just want to never suffer again again and I'll always see this torturous, dreadful existence as just being only suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most harmful, painful terrible mistake that just causes all this cruelty and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence where this dreadful, harmful and torturous existence is finally all gone and forgotten is just all I could hope for, all I want is peace from the evil of existence, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll just always see this painful, cruel existence as just being only suffering, I just hope to be gone, I just wish for the peace of non-existence where finally all is forgotten, I'll just always see it as the most terrible, cruel mistake to suffer in this torturous, futile existence that just causes all this harm, torture and suffering, existence to me is just always the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in this existence.
There truly is so much evil in this existence with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the terrible pain, suffering and torture of existing, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want some peace from the suffering and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful, I just want to never suffer again, I just wish for peace from the terrible suffering, torture and evil of existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace from torture I search for and there's just so much cruelty, suffering and pain in existing, I just want to be free from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is peace to me.
It truly is peace to me and I suffer from how I cannot just choose to simply find true permanent peace from this torturous, dreadful existence that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from the suffering of this dreadful deeply undesirable existence and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence that just causes all this torture and suffering, non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence so dreadful and painful that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering, I just want peace from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and cruel that just causes all this harm and suffering.

I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, I'll just always find it torture to exist, in this existence so torturous that just causes all this cruelty, torture and suffering non-existence is just all I see as desirable, all I want is peace from the terrible torture, cruelty pain and suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of the mistake of existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of the mistake of existence and I'd just never wish for the terrible torture of existing no matter what, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so painful and dreadful that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering.

I'll always see existing as just being suffering, I always suffer so much as a result of the terrible mistake of existence that just causes all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to be gone, I just want this terrible, torturous existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me with no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is just always an abomination to me that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the torture of existing.

All I want is to never suffer again, in this existence I always saw as a mistake non-existence is just all I could ever see as desirable, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as the problem, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel, dreadful and terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty and suffering in this torturous existence.
There truly is so much cruelty and suffering in this torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the terrible pain and torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more torture and no more suffering.

I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake, I suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is just so much suffering in this dreadful, cruel existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this dreadful, cruel existence and no matter what I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, painful existence I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence so cruel and torturous non-existence is just the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable.

I just hope and wish to never suffer again, I just hope to be free from the terrible torture of existing where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's just so dreadful how there's all this torture and cruelty in this terrible, dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

All I want is peace from the terrible suffering and torture of existing, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, no matter what all I could ever hope for is to not exist, in this existence of terrible suffering and cruelty non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just hope and wish to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this torturous, cruel existence.
There truly is so much suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace and in this existence so dreadful and torturous non-existence is just the only relief for me.

I just want to be free from the terrible, cruel abomination of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, I just wish to be gone, I just hope to be free from the torture of this dreadful, futile existence, to me existence will just always be the problem that causes all this harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so dreadful to me.
It truly will always be so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering, all I want is peace, I just want to never exist again and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel, futile and tortuous that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I just want this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll just always see this painful existence as just being only suffering, I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this harmful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does just cause torture and suffering.
It truly does just cause torture and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, terrible existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel and dreadful that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I just want to never suffer again and I'd just never wish for this torturous existence of dreadful suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this terrible pain, suffering and cruelty, I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous, cruel and harmful and I'd just never wish for the torture of this painful, cruel existence no matter what rather all I want is some peace.

I just wish to be free from the terrible torture of this dreadful existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous, dreadful existence as just being suffering, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this painful, torturous existence, I just hope and wish to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much torture in existing.
There truly is with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and no matter what I'll just always find it so terrible to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, harmful and cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous, dreadful existence as just being pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the terrible torture of existing.
No matter what I truly would never wish for the terrible torture of existing and in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just the only peace and relief for me, all I want is to cease existing.

I just want some peace from the terrible, dreadful suffering of existing and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, cruel existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, for me only non-existence could ever be positive no matter what, I just hope for peace from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be positive for me.
In this existence of torture and suffering non-existence truly is all I could ever see as positive, I just want some peace from the terrible torture, cruelty and suffering of existing, in this existence so dreadful non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

I just hope for peace from the terrible suffering of existing, in this existence so cruel and dreadful I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, dreadful mistake and there's just so much suffering in this harmful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this harmful existence is just a terrible mistake to me.
It truly is such a terrible mistake to me and it's one that just causes all this terrible suffering and torture, no matter what I truly will always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this torturous existence and I'll just always find it the most terrible, cruel burden to exist.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake causing all this pain, harm and suffering as a result, for me non-existence is just the only peace, it's all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous and terrible that just causes all this torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is just so much suffering and torture in this dreadful existence.
There truly is just so much suffering and torture in this dreadful, cruel existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, to suffer in this existence is just always a mistake to me, all I want is to erase this terrible, torturous existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this tortuous existence, I just wish and hope for peace from the terrible torture and suffering of existing, I just want peace from the pain and suffering of this torturous existence, I just want to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is just always the problem.
It truly is just always the problem to me and I'd just never wish for the terrible torture of existing, in this existence so torturous and cruel non-existence is just the only peace for me, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from.

No matter what I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over the torture of existing and to me existing will always be so torturous, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, the peace of non-existence truly does solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just being only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just being only suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me, in this existence of torturous suffering I just always saw as the most terrible mistake non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to never exist again, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the terrible torture and suffering of existing, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me relief from, I just hope to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain in existing.
There truly is just so much pain in existing and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I just wish for true permanent peace from the terrible torture, pain and cruelty of existing.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so torturous and harmful and I just suffer so much as a result of this painful, dreadful and deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so terrible to exist.
No matter what I truly will always find it so terrible to exist and I'd just never wish for the terrible torture and suffering of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and harmful that just causes all this cruelty and suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, tortuous existence, for me non-existence really is just the only peace and relief and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, the peace of an eternal sleep is just all I hope for and is all I see as desirable, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence was just always the most dreadful mistake to me.
It truly was always the most dreadful mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the terrible, torture suffering and cruelty of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace for me from the evil, suffering and torture I'd existing and there's just so much evil in existing with existing beings tortured in agony every second.

No matter what I'll just always and only hope for the peace of non-existence, only non-existence could ever be positive for me, all I want is to be permanently free from the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, in this existence so terrible and torturous for me non-existence is just the only relief, to be permanently at peace from all pain and suffering is just all I hope for and is all I see as desirable.

All I want is to never suffer again, I just want peace for the torture of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, non-existence really is the only peace for me in this existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is just so much evil in this terrible, torturous existence which is why non-existence is just all I hope for, in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just all I see as positive and only in non-existence will I be at peace from the evil of existing where existing beings are tortured every second, there's just so much evil in existing.

I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, for me non-existence truly is the only peace from the evil, suffering and torture of this existence that just causes all this terrible suffering.