Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

This existence never should had been imposed.
It truly never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this harm, cruelty and torture as a result, all I want is peace from this cruel, dreadful existence, existence to me will just always be a mistake and it's one that just causes all this terrible suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'd just never wish for the torture of this cruel, painful existence rather all I want is some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence that just causes all this harm, pain and suffering, the suffering of existing truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only ever seeing non-existence as desirable.
It truly is all I could ever see as desirable, I just want peace from the terrible suffering of existing and I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence no matter what.

I just hope to be free from the torture of existing, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most harmful, cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty in this terrible, dreadful existence, all I want is peace from the torturous burden of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.
I truly do just always suffer as a result of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing, to suffer in this existence is the most terrible, dreadful burden to me.

I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, there's just so much suffering in existing and to me this tortuous, cruel existence will just always be only suffering, to me non-existence is just the only peace from the terrible, dreadful suffering and torture of existing, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be positive to me.
It truly is all I see as positive and I'd just never wish for the terrible, dreadful suffering of this torturous existence, in this existence so cruel and undesirable non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this painful, tortuous existence I just always saw as a mistake causing all this harm, suffering and cruelty and I suffer simply from being burdened with this painful, tortuous existence, I'll just always find it so terrible to exist, for me non-existence is just all I see as positive, I only envy those who no longer suffer in this painful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing, to suffer in this existence is always the most torturous, cruel burden to me and all I want is to be permanently at peace from it.

I just want to be free from the terrible torture of existing, existence truly does just cause harm and suffering and the fact that the option to peacefully and permanently cease existing is so cruelly denied is just horrific extreme cruelty to me, I just always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, to suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence will just always be an punishment to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always be an abomination to me.
It truly will always be an abomination to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing, in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I just want to be free from all pain and suffering, I just wish to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence is just always an abomination to me, all that existence ever does is just cause all this terrible pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible suffering in existing.
There truly is so much terrible suffering and cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, it's just so horrific how existence just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'd just never wish for the terrible torture of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the evil of existing, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, it's always so terrible to me how there's all this suffering in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me could never be worth it.
It truly could never be to me, I'll always see existing as just being tortuous, dreadful suffering and I'd just never wish for the terrible pain and torture of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence.

I'll always see existing as just being only suffering, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, I just want to be gone from it all, for me non-existence is the only peace in this existence I just always saw as an abomination, this existence should just never had been imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just always preferable to me.
It truly is always preferable to me and is all I hope for in this torturous existence of cruelty and suffering, non-existence is just all I see as positive and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non- existence where all is gone and forgotten and there is no more suffering.

To me existence will just always be the most terrible, cruel mistake and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, harmful existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this existence truly is just always an abomination to me, I always suffer so much as a result of the terrible suffering and torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this tortuous existence as just being only suffering.
It truly is only suffering to me and I just suffer so much as a result of the terrible, dreadful and torturous abomination of existence that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering, in this existence so torturous non-existence is just the only relief for me.

I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence, to me existence will just always be such a cruel mistake and I just want peace from it all, all I want is to be free from the terrible torture, pain and suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be glad to cease existing.
I truly would only be glad to cease existing, to me existence is a mistake that just causes all this terrible, dreadful cruelty harm and suffering and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, in this existence so evil and harmful non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I want is peace from the torture of existing, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me, the peace of non-existence would solve everything for me which is why it's all I'll hope for, I just want to never suffer again, to me existence will always be a mistake, I just want to be free from the suffering of this terrible, dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much suffering in this dreadful existence.
There truly is so much suffering in this dreadful existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and in this existence so cruel, terrible and dreadful the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just hope and wish to be gone.

I just wish to be free from the terrible cruelty and torture of existing, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering, to suffer in this existence is just the most terrible, dreadful mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence and as long as I exist I truly will just hope for eternal sleep, I just wish for peace from the terrible pain, cruelty and torture of existing.

I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, all I want is to never suffer again, only non-existence could ever be positive for me in this existence so cruel and terrible that just causes all this harm and suffering, I just wish to be free from the torture of existing, I just want to never suffer again, I'd just never wish for the torture of this dreadful, harmful existence and I'm always so tired of it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous existence as the problem.
No matter what I really will always see this torturous existence as the problem and I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

To suffer in this torturous, cruel existence truly is an abomination, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering, I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always just be waiting for death.
It truly will always just be waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this cruel, futile existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering.

To suffer in this existence is just the most terrible mistake to me that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this dreadful existence that will always just be waiting to die and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence that just harms and tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in this cruel existence.
There truly is just so much torture in this cruel existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing no matter what, in this existence so terrible, cruel and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

I'll always find it so torturous to exist, I just want some peace from the terrible suffering and torture of existing, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this suffering and torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the torture of existing.
I truly would never wish for the suffering and torture of this painful cruel existence and in this existence so terrible and torturous non-existence is just all I see as desirable, all I want is peace from the dreadful mistake of existence that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible and I'd just never wish for the torture of this deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the evil of existing and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
I truly am always and only hoping for the peace of non-existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this painful, cruel existence as only suffering.

Non-existence is just all I wish for, existing to me is always so torturous and I suffer simply from this terrible, dreadful existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering, I just want peace from this harmful existence that was always a cruel mistake in the first place.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most cruel mistake.
It truly is just always the most cruel mistake that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and terrible and I suffer simply from existing.

I just want peace from the torture of existing that just causes all this suffering, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous, painful existence as just being only suffering, in this existence so torturous and terrible only non-existence can bring me any peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from the cruelty of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, all I want is to never suffer in this torturous, cruel existence ever again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in this dreadful existence, all I want is for all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me.

I just want some peace from the dreadful torture and cruelty of existing and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering, simply just existing is enough to make me wish and hope to never exist ever again, I just want to erase this torturous, painful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from the suffering of existing.
To be at peace from the suffering of existing is just all I could hope for, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this cruel, dreadful existence as just being only suffering, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence so torturous and terrible that just causes all this cruelty, harm and torture.

I just want some peace, I just want to never exist again, I just wish and hope to erase this painful, deeply undesirable existence so it's like I never suffered at all, to me existence will just always be the most terrible, cruel mistake that just causes all this futile suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in existing.
There truly is so much torture in existing and I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist, all I want is some peace from the dreadful suffering of existing and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous that just causes all this cruelty, harm and torture, all I want is to never exist ever again, I just want to be free from the terrible torture of existing that just harms existing beings and I'll just always see this tortuous existence as just being only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied.
There truly is so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied with the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I just always suffer so much from existing in this horrific world where I cannot just cease existing peacefully and the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous and harmful.

I just want to never suffer again, in this existence so cruel all I could hope for is the peace of non-existence, to be trapped in this existence is just always so torturous to me, I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence that just causes all this terrible torture and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does only ever cause harm.
It truly does only ever cause harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

I'll just always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and to be at true permanent peace from all the suffering is all I hope for, to me this existence will always be such a terrible, harmful mistake and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be a mistake to me.
It truly will always be a mistake to me and I'll just always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy that just causes all this cruelty, torture and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of the cruelty of existing.

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination that should never be imposed, to me existence is just always the problem and it's one only non- existence can solve for me, I just hope and wish to never exist again, I just want true peace from the terrible mistake of existence, in this existence so tortuous non-existence is just all that's positive to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible cruel existence, I just want to be gone, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence where this dreadful deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake is finally all gone and forgotten and there's just so much suffering in existing.

It's just all so cruel and torturous and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing, all I want is peace from all pain and suffering, I just wish to be permanently at peace from the cruelty and torture of this deeply undesirable, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be a cruel mistake to me.
It truly will always be such a cruel, terrible mistake to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, I just want to be permanently free from the suffering and torture of this dreadful existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, harmful existence that just causes all this torture and suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so dreadful and harmful that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I want is peace from the terrible mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There is just so much cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again, all I want is some peace from the suffering and torture in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me, to be at true permanent peace from the torture of existing is just all I see as desirable, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence that just causes all this dreadful harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence could never be worth it to me.
It truly could never be and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, I'll just always see existence as a mistake that just causes all this harm, suffering and cruelty and I suffer simply from existing, to exist really is an abomination to me.

All I want is to be gone, I just want some peace from the suffering and torture of this terrible, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief from the terrible cruelty of existing, to me existence will just always be a mistake and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem that just harms and tortures existing beings, I just want to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I've seen as desirable.
It truly is all I've seen as desirable in this existence so terrible and cruel and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of this painful, dreadful existence, in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

I'll just only be at peace in non-existence, I just hope for peace from the torture of existing and I'll always find it so torturous and deeply undesirable to exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the torture of existing, I just wish to be free from all suffering which is why I suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again.