Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Eternal sleep is just all I've ever hoped for.
It truly is all I've ever hoped for and in this existence so torturous and dreadful it's all that I ever will do, all I want is peace from the torture of this terrible, cruel existence, I just want to be permanently free from all torture and suffering.

I'll always see existing as just being suffering, it's just all so cruel and dreadful, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for peace from this existence that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one that just causes all this dreadful torture and suffering and I always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to never suffer ever again.
To never suffer again is just all I could hope for, I just want peace from the torture of this cruel, dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful, I just hope for no more suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this painful torturous existence and there's just so much pain in existing, to never suffer again again is just all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel, I just want to erase this torturous, futile existence that just causes suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be the most dreadful, torturous burden.
It truly will always be the most dreadful, torturous burden that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it torture to exist, in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful only non-existence can bring me any peace and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

All I want is non-existence to bring me the relief I search for from the torture of this painful, cruel existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just wish to be free from this dreadful, terrible existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and there's just so much pain in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is all I've ever hoped for.
It truly is all I've ever hoped for in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffered ever again and I'll always see this dreadful, futile existence as just being unnecessary suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm, pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so torturous to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I'll always find it so torturous to exist and in this existence so dreadful, cruel and tortuous only non-existence can bring me any relief, I'll just always see it as so terrible to suffer in this existence, in this existence so cruel non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

I just want some peace from the torture of existing, to be conscious in this existence is the most torturous, cruel burden to me and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish to be free from the cruelty of existing, existence truly is so cruel, I just want to erase this torturous, painful existence.

 

[Morte]

Eternal sleep is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful and as long as I exist I'll only hope to sleep permanently, all I want is peace from the suffering and torture of this terrible, dreadful existence.

I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again, in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me peace, I just wish to be free from all suffering and torture, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence, for me eternal sleep truly is the only relief, I just hope to be gone.

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[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as the most terrible mistake to exist.
No matter what I really will always see it as the most terrible mistake to exist, in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me peace, I just want peace from the mistake of existence that just harms and tortures existing beings.

To be permanently free from all torture and suffering is just all I see as desirable, this existence just never should had been imposed and I'll always see it as the most terrible tragedy how it was causing all this suffering as a result with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to never exist again really is all I could hope for in this existence so cruel and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever caused harm.
It truly did only ever cause harm and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, dreadful harmful existence that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

To suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible harmful mistake to me and it's one that just causes all this torture and suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, no matter what this harmful, dreadful existence should just never be imposed and it's so cruel how it is causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this dreadful cruel existence as the problem.
No matter what I'll always see this dreadful, cruel existence as the problem and I'd just never wish for the torture of this cruel, deeply undesirable existence, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me and it's one that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me, no matter what I could only ever see non-existence as positive, the peace of non-existence solves everything for me in this existence so dreadful that just harms and tortured existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing would ever make me wish for the torture of existing.
No matter what nothing would ever make me wish for the torture of this terrible, cruel existence and in this existence so torturous and dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace, I just want to never suffer again.

I just hope to be free from the terrible torture of existing, to be conscious burdened with this existence is just the most dreadful, deeply undesirable burden that just causes all this harm and suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just hope to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering all for the sake of it, I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so terrible and dreadful to me.
It truly is just so terrible and dreadful to me and there's just so much suffering in this existence, all I could ever hope for is to be free from it all, I just want some peace from the terrible torture and suffering of this existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so terrible and dreadful that just causes all of this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, no matter what only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the dreadful suffering of this torturous existence that just harms existing beings and causes them to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once all is gone and forgotten.
I truly will only be at peace once all is gone and forgotten, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence where I'm no longer burdened with this torturous existence and simply just existing is torture to me.

All I want is peace from the pain and suffering of existing, I just want to erase this existence that just harms and tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, existence truly is the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence could never be worth it to me.
It truly could never be worth it to me and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of this painful, deeply undesirable existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

In this existence of terrible suffering non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always find it the most terrible mistake how this existence was imposed, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from the abomination of existence that just causes all this dreadful torture and suffering, it truly does feel like I've suffered for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist means to suffer.
To exist truly does mean to suffer and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, cruel existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, to me existence will just always be the most terrible mistake that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is peace from the pain and torture of existing and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

The torture of existing is endless.
It truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence that just tortures existing beings.

To me existence will always be an abomination and it's one that just causes all this pain and suffering, existing to me will always be torture and I suffer simply from existing, I'll just always see it as a mistake to exist, to me the existence of life is just always the most terrible, devastating tragedy that just tortures and harms existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what to me existing will just always be waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and no matter what I'd never wish for the suffering and torture of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings.

All I want is peace from this existence of dreadful suffering, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, there's just so much torture in this cruel, terrible existence and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence that to me will always just be waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the torture of existing.
No matter what I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, cruel existence, in this existence so cruel and dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from.

I just want to never suffer ever again, in this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake only non-existence can bring me peace, I just want to be free from the torture of this existence that just harms existing beings, I'll just always find it so harmful to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence is all I've ever seen as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive and I'd just never wish for the torture of this cruel, torturous existence, in this existence so harmful and dreadful only non-existence can bring me any peace and I wish that more than anything this existence was never imposed.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, to suffer in this existence is just the most terrible mistake to me that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings and I'll just always find it torture to exist, for me non-existence is just the only relief, only in non-existence will I be at peace and non-existence is just all I could see as positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that can bring me any peace.
It truly is all that can bring me permanent peace and relief from suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, to suffer in this existence is just the most terrible mistake to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from.

I just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence so dreadful and cruel that just harms and tortures existing beings, the peace of non-existence where all is forgotten is just all I see as desirable, to never suffer again is just all I could hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist saves me from all future suffering.
It truly would save me from all future suffering in this existence that to me is just waiting to die and I just always suffer as a result of being burdened with this terrible, cruel existence, all I want is peace.

I just want to be free from the terrible suffering and torture of existing where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, to me peace could only lie in being permanently unconscious, all I want is for all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence with no more torture and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be futile suffering.
It truly will always be futile suffering to me and I'd just never wish for the torture, cruelty and suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone.

No matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake that just harms and tortures existing beings, to be at peace from the torture of this dreadful existence is just all I see as desirable, I just hope for no more pain, no more cruelty and no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be desirable for me.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and to be at peace from all the pain and suffering is all I could hope for.

I just wish for no more suffering, I just want to never exist ever again, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I'll just always see existence as the problem, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence in every way, in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I'm always so tired of that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

All I want is to be free from the suffering and torture of existing, I just hope and wish to never suffer again and I'll always see this painful, torturous existence as just being only suffering, I just want some peace from the dreadful suffering of existing and I'll just always and only hope for non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always torture to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it torture to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous that I just always saw as a mistake.

To never suffer again is just all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous and harmful, all I want is peace from the pain and suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as so dreadful, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from the torture of existing, all I want is to erase this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me could never be worth it.
It truly could never be be worth it to me and I'd just always see it as the most cruel, terrible mistake to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the abomination of existence that just harms and tortures existing beings.

This existence really never should have been imposed and it's so terrible how I was causing all this harm and suffering as a result, to suffer in this existence is always so dreadful to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence that just harms and tortures existing beings, I'll just always see this torturous, cruel existence as being the problem no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just want to erase this torturous existence.
I truly do just want to erase this torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, I just want to be permanently unconscious with all gone and forgotten in non-existence, for me ceasing to exist is just all that's positive.

All I want is peace from the torture of existing, I just wish to be free from all suffering and I'll just always see existing as just being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this existence is such a terrible mistake to me and I just want all to be erased, only non-existence can bring me any relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes harm.
It truly does only ever cause harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

To me existence really is always the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see this dreadful, painful existence as just being only suffering, to never suffer again is just all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel that just causes all this harm.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is just so much suffering in this dreadful existence.
There truly is so much suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, to me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

For me only non-existence could ever be positive, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the terrible suffering, cruelty and torture of existing, all I want is for all to be forgotten and erased for me, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace, the suffering of existing is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be torture to me.
No matter what I really will always find it torture to exist and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, painful existence, in this existence so torturous only non-existence can bring me peace and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want to erase this harmful, dreadful existence so it's like I never suffered, I'd just never wish for the terrible torture and suffering of existing no matter what and I'll always see existing as being only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always prefer the peace of non-existence over the torture of existing.
No matter what I really will always prefer the peace of non-existence over the torture of existing and I'll just always and only hope for non-existence, in this existence so cruel and dreadful only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I'd just never wish to suffer, the fact that this existence was imposed is just terrible extreme cruelty to me and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous existence as just being only suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me.