Does anyone else not have a planned future?

[Doll Steak]

I've never really thought about how I will be in the future. Maybe Ill just be dead by whatever cause that might be, Or maybe ill be happy, or more depressed, or excited somehow. I tend to just think whatever happens, happens. Maybe even one day out of nowhere despite everything I had done, it'll all become to much and Ill simply end it. I just CANT know, and setting up any kind of long term, even short term future feels fake or strange.

 

[Rynalia]

I can't make plans because there is always uncertainty looming around the corner.

Things like to happen to me at the most inopportune moments and sometimes have some pretty life-impacting consequences.

Planning is like setting myself up for a bad time, so for me it's way better to take it day by day.

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

Nope, no future for me. My anxiety denies me any long term planning...and short term planning too. I live a day at a time. Might be a blessing, might be a curse, but that's how I roll.

 

[Pleaserewind]

I don't see happiness in my future, not genuine happiness I once felt, I have brief moments of a smile or a laugh about something. I think it's easier to plan when you have something to look forward to.

 

[Dyingoportunity]

Every time I try to make long term plans they get derailed by someone else's plans or the people I need help from in order to accomplish my plan go back on their word. I just play things by ear.