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endmychudlife

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Jul 18, 2026
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im so tired. i have a lot of wellbutrin. some hydroxesine. im so tired. i don't wanna get brain damage if i survive. i just want to do something thats enough for somebody to care, even if i die in the process
 
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mob

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Jul 19, 2023
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Wellbutrin overdoses are rough and unpredictable, I'm saying this as someone who overdosed on them in September of last year in a state of impulsivity. (~8g)

The issue with overdosing on Wellbutrin is that it lowers the seizure threshold. Seizures are one of the major risks in an overdose (they definitely could cause brain damage, depending on the severity or falls), especially with higher doses or if those are the extended-release variations, etc. I didn't experience them, most likely because I received activated charcoal quickly, but I did wake up delirious and the hallucinations and paranoia weren't fun.

You can't reliably predict how your body will react. Either nothing could happen, or worst-case scenario you could end up with brain damage (or dead, but that's kinda what most of us are here for). Imo it's not worth the risk and caused me a giant headache because they almost admitted me to the psych ward.

I understand where you're coming from, and wanting someone to care & I'm sorry to hear about that đź«‚ But there's a high chance you might not get the result you're wishing for as that method in general is unreliable
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Since you don't really want to die, please do not attempt. You don't want things to go from bad to worse. Try to find another way to communicate what you're going through ❤️‍🩹.
 
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Lucifer’s Son

I’m going somewhere better
Jul 14, 2026
93
Psych meds are never going to kill you unless you have some sort of freak accident. If you're not looking to die, then just go to an er or independent psych hospital and tell them that you have a plan and want to die. At least around here, that's an automatic admission.
 
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