I hope I enter a coma

[LonelyPrince]

I just downed 65 mg of olanzapine with some alcohol. I've read about people managing to enter a coma-like state from doses not that big.
I honestly have nothing to distract myself from the pain anymore. I just hope i sleep for a lot of hours. I took some melatonin so if something happens I'll be asleep.
I never took this many pills before, i hope something happens.
I'm tired and I'm too scared to drink sn and don't have any good anchor points to hang myself. When I tried to hang myself with the closet bar i broke it lol.
If I go outside and search for a tree people will see me.
I've watched videos of people drinking sn and dying to try and convince myself it's not that scary but it didn't work.
I would just throw it up if I were to drink it.

Im going to sleep
I'm sorry for my rambling

 

[babyneo1]

Update how it goes, best of luck

 

[sadbh]

I hope you feel better.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace

 

[discretionadvised]

i took 800mg of olanzapine and survived (i don't know much about what happened, but i'm pretty sure i wasn't in a coma). i reccomend finding a different method, it is really unreliable.

 

[LonelyPrince]

I slept the entire day after taking them and I can barely move. I've been called spoiled for harming myself and all of my shit has been taken from me lol. The ambulance was called.
Honestly now i want to die even more

 

[LonelyPrince]

Update: I'm at the hospital and they are making me drink charcoal. It tasted like mud and fish.
My father completely lost and called me names lol.
I don't want to stay overnight at this fucking hospital

 

[Lucifer’s Son]

Unfortunately psychiatric meds are intentionally made to not be effective suicide methods.