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Kenny

Kenny

Looking for meaning in the weirdest places
Apr 27, 2026
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Ok so basically I was going through a closet in the room I'm staying in with my younger brother at my grandmas house for a family "vacation" (it sucks here) and I saw a peculiar shaped soft case. My mind first thought it was either a gun, or gold clubs. I opened the case slightly and felt the butt end of a rifle, so for the past week or more I've known it was there, but never really had the guts to touch it.

Today that changed. My brother decided to sleep in another room for tonight, meaning this room was just me. I figured it's my last day here and my last chance to do anything with this so I took it out of the closet and held it. My heart was racing just holding it, well, until I realised that it had no ammo. This is the only chance I have and it's screwed up for the stupidest reason. I'm literally going to go back to an area of the world that's known for having hardly any guns, and being 100% flat, so unless I want to risk permanent side effects, I don't have many options. I also don't think I can source SN with my current situation, maybe if I move out. :/

This is a random vent so you don't have to reply, I just find it ironic that when I finally get the guts to ctb, I have no ammo.
 
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sadbh

sadbh

Experienced
Apr 4, 2026
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Maybe make a plan to visit soon, and educate yourself on guns in the meantime
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
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What a nice surprise that would have been for your grandmother, your little brother, and the rest of your family.

You have the perfect idea already: when you get home, move out.
 
LastNite

LastNite

Sleepless Zombie
Mar 31, 2025
826
Can you get ammo?
Not all places will sell you ammo without a background check. Where I'm from they'll need to check your entire record for anything including mental health record. Some other states probably don't do that but mine does apparently.
 
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