Kenny
Looking for meaning in the weirdest places
- Apr 27, 2026
- 58
Ok so basically I was going through a closet in the room I'm staying in with my younger brother at my grandmas house for a family "vacation" (it sucks here) and I saw a peculiar shaped soft case. My mind first thought it was either a gun, or gold clubs. I opened the case slightly and felt the butt end of a rifle, so for the past week or more I've known it was there, but never really had the guts to touch it.
Today that changed. My brother decided to sleep in another room for tonight, meaning this room was just me. I figured it's my last day here and my last chance to do anything with this so I took it out of the closet and held it. My heart was racing just holding it, well, until I realised that it had no ammo. This is the only chance I have and it's screwed up for the stupidest reason. I'm literally going to go back to an area of the world that's known for having hardly any guns, and being 100% flat, so unless I want to risk permanent side effects, I don't have many options. I also don't think I can source SN with my current situation, maybe if I move out. :/
This is a random vent so you don't have to reply, I just find it ironic that when I finally get the guts to ctb, I have no ammo.
Today that changed. My brother decided to sleep in another room for tonight, meaning this room was just me. I figured it's my last day here and my last chance to do anything with this so I took it out of the closet and held it. My heart was racing just holding it, well, until I realised that it had no ammo. This is the only chance I have and it's screwed up for the stupidest reason. I'm literally going to go back to an area of the world that's known for having hardly any guns, and being 100% flat, so unless I want to risk permanent side effects, I don't have many options. I also don't think I can source SN with my current situation, maybe if I move out. :/
This is a random vent so you don't have to reply, I just find it ironic that when I finally get the guts to ctb, I have no ammo.