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milkfloralblackberr

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Jun 30, 2026
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Hello, hope you're having a good day.

So, im planning to hang myself, my setup is a Noose Knot around my neck and a Bowline Knot for the anchor point. I weigh approximately 154.3 pounds. I'm wondering how long it will take me to lose consciousness, and how to tie my hands and feet so that they won't interact with the environment (to prevent involuntary movements from potentially letting me survive). What can I do to minimize or avoid pain? Is taking Melatonin and Ibuprofen okay? Or is there something else I can use that doesn't require a prescription?
 
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Jul 6, 2026
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as for minimizing pain, for me personally ibuprofen, gabapentin, and some alcohol did the trick. only problem is if you survive you'll end up with a sore neck afterwards...
 
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milkfloralblackberr

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as for minimizing pain, for me personally ibuprofen, gabapentin, and some alcohol did the trick. only problem is if you survive you'll end up with a sore neck afterwards...
About how long did you wait before hanging (with the meds)? what did you feel? Is it worth it, or should I just do it raw?
 
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About how long did you wait before hanging (with the meds)? what did you feel? Is it worth it, or should I just do it raw?
i took the pills right before walking to my chosen spot outside (so about half an hour before i guess?), and then drank the alcohol once i got there (it was 2 cans of radler which has 2% ABV but i have relatively low tolerance)

if you're talking about pain specifically, i only felt some discomfort when tightening the noose
 
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