i feel like I'm in some kind of limbo

[Leonard_Bangley39]

i feel like im in some kind of limbo or midway point and at any second, everything can just fall apart and my life will end. im just so tired. I've been feeling sick for like 2 weeks now. my head always hurts, my stomach always feels upset no matter what i eat or how much i eat, my sleep schedule is awful. my boss keeps getting on my ass at work about not doing good enough even though they never train me on anything and i just have to fucking wing it constantly. if i get fired, I'm just going to ctb. that's it. im not going to bother with anything anymore. if i lose this, I'm not trying. im tired of trying. I've been trying my whole fucking life to make something of myself and no matter how hard i work to try and be better, shit keeps fucking falling apart. if i lose my job, I'm not going to keep trying. im not going to look for another job. im not going to try and learn another skill. I'll just ctb.

 

[Dandelion's]

i feel like im in some kind of limbo or midway point and at any second, everything can just fall apart and my life will end. im just so tired. I've been feeling sick for like 2 weeks now. my head always hurts, my stomach always feels upset no matter what i eat or how much i eat, my sleep schedule is awful. my boss keeps getting on my ass at work about not doing good enough even though they never train me on anything and i just have to fucking wing it constantly. if i get fired, I'm just going to ctb. that's it. im not going to bother with anything anymore. if i lose this, I'm not trying. im tired of trying. I've been trying my whole fucking life to make something of myself and no matter how hard i work to try and be better, shit keeps fucking falling apart. if i lose my job, I'm not going to keep trying. im not going to look for another job. im not going to try and learn another skill. I'll just ctb.

I feel the same way everything is quietly falling apart and everyone knows

 

[hdead]

I feel the same way everything is quietly falling apart and everyone knows

The worst thing: nobody speaks the quiet part out loud. It's a forest of empty advices without actual understanding or compassion.