Anybody else just genuinely not want to exist?

[PeaceisallIwishfor]

I have experienced a lot of life and I am just done, I want to sleep and not exist, I wouldn't mind being put in a coma for the rest of my life either. I am just tired of operating this human body. I don't want to do anything else.

 

[BabyYoda]

I wish I never existed in the first place.

 

[PeaceisallIwishfor]

I wish I never existed in the first place.

Would have been easier that way

 

[WhyIsLife56]

Non existence will always be better than existence. Non existent beings aren't missing out on anything. Like literally. They're not missing out.

 

[these_days9]

All the time

 

[Flume]

Sometimes I just want to get the hell out of my body and experience something else. Like, some other life... some other existince. Just, not here. Get me the hell out of this body or just kill me.

 

[Despondent]

I feel like everyone around me would be better off if I just killed myself anyways. That's the plan eventually but the fact that everyone would be so much happier. I've brought a lot of people into my own troubled ways so there's no doubt that they'd be on cloud nine. I just wish that it was easier to go through the process so they could feel their happiness now.

 

[PaYo]

you wish be in coma? yeah, watch johnny got his gun, and dont tell that any more to no one

 

[Tearygirl]

Every time. I am too tired to exist, so I wish I was never existed, or my parents aborted me. People can be happier and can have a better life without me. I am a waste of space.

 

[PeaceisallIwishfor]

you wish be in coma? yeah, watch johnny got his gun, and dont tell that any more to no one

The unconscious kind

 

[these_days9]

Every time. I am too tired to exist, so I wish I was never existed, or my parents aborted me. People can be happier and can have a better life without me. I am a waste of space.

My mom once told me that a doctor actually advised that she abort me when she found out she was pregnant. It haunts me as an alternate, better reality constantly. If only.

 

[elizabeth.luck]

In the past year, I got something I had wanted my entire life. Now I don't care about it at all and I just don't want to wake up

 

[PartingGlass]

I have felt this way since I was a little kid. I genuinely wish I were never born. There's just no point in existing for me.

 

[Adieu]

I live a zombie life

 

[Epsilon0]

I wish I wasn't born at all, but since that is not possible, all I can wish for now is to one day go to sleep, and never wake up. Or find the strength to ctb.

 

[NotMeant2B]

Hell yes. I don't like anything about life, it's anything but beautiful. It isn't remotely as romantic as people try to portray it, it's full of euphemisms and straight out lies.
And if people want to live like that, it's ok for me, just don't hold me back if I want to exit this shitty place.

 

[Green Destiny]

Everyday my friend.

 

[waterbottleman]

Describes how I feel to a T.

 

[mediocre]

Yes my whole life has been nothing but misery, struggle and pain.

 

[DoNotLet2]

I feel like everyone around me would be better off if I just killed myself anyways. That's the plan eventually but the fact that everyone would be so much happier. I've brought a lot of people into my own troubled ways so there's no doubt that they'd be on cloud nine. I just wish that it was easier to go through the process so they could feel their happiness now.

Not everyone.

 

[Nogodallchaos]

Yes, if suicide were easier I would be already gone.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Honestly I feel someone else could have been born in my place and given life a better shot than I did. My mum always said she almost had an abortion, I wish she did. I didn't want to be born, I didn't ask to be, it was no great gift to be given life. Instead, it was a burden, hard work, painful, tiresome, lonely, depressing. Existing is too painful for me.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry things are so bad for you, and I hope somehow it gets better for you. Since I do exist, I wish I could give my life for someone.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I have experienced a lot of life and I am just done, I want to sleep and not exist, I wouldn't mind being put in a coma for the rest of my life either. I am just tired of operating this human body. I don't want to do anything else.

I feel the same. I can't wait for it to be over.

I wish I never existed in the first place.

Even Better

 

[Worthless_nobody]

Gosh yes! I wish I never existed. I was a mistake I should not be here....

 

[Moonicide]

I'm right there with you, love. I just want to fly away and I will be able to finally achieve that this month... We all deserve to be free and I will always wish that for everyone here.

 

[nil]

Absolutely. As someone else stated, I wish I had never existed to begin with. Existence is suffering. I'm definitely an antinatalist too. I think, even if I had a "good life", part of me still wouldn't want to exist.