Help need tips on being less aware

[favouriteworstolive]

i'm so like. tired of being aware..??? and like awake. idk how to explain it but i am jsut so tired of being in my body and being aware of everything and being conscious. i usually just sleep when i feel this way but idk i'm wondering if there's anything else that can make me feel like that. when i used to not self harm a lot, doing it made me feel kinda of far away and made me unable to think straight for 30 minutes and it felt very good. idk if this is a stupid question but anyway if anyone knows anything that'd be awesome i know alcohol n drugs r an option but i dont have access to those rn. anywya thanks

 

[Dissolving Figment]

Youtube or blasting music really loud work for me

Any of the following might work for you:
Watching a movie, reading, household chores, meditation, going somewhere, making something, meeting up with a friend, doing one of your hobbies

"Above all, do not lose your desire to walk. Everyday, I walk myself into a state of well-being & walk away from every illness. I have walked myself into my best thoughts, and I know of no thought so burdensome that one cannot walk away from it. But by sitting still, & the more one sits still, the closer one comes to feeling ill. Thus if one just keeps on walking, everything will be all right."
― Søren Kierkegaard

I cannot vouch for the walking method as I have not tried it myself but it seems like one of the smartest choices.

Actually, I do remember I used to go on 2AM walks some years ago. If you walk far enough, you eventually feel better.