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3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
318
I get chills thinking about why my life is shit and why I NEED TO DIE, Cause I don't have that paper that can solve my problems! Society and system only cares about profits, get more money, more investment, to fool people, to become rich, have the privilege of existence just because they are higher class people.

My mind is breaking, why I was born in the most fucked up system it's all foolish. I can't TAKE THIS EXISTENCE SERIOUSLY, IT'S LAUGHABLE. My mind is going blank it's like in a frozen state. What the fuck is it?!!!?! I'm so confused. Why I'm wasting my life to get money and think it will get better. I can't understand my monkey brain it's like evolutionary to keep it up together.....

I want to die die die die DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..............
 
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watergun88

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Aug 13, 2026
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you can watch spirited away to get more understanding, if u dont want to read the story of the bible.

money is not good, also not evil.
 
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3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
318
you can watch spirited away to get more understanding, if u dont want to read the story of the bible.

money is not good, also not evil.
I will watch that anime I have heard nice things about that anime. Thank you for the recommendation.

Money is just a tool to control the system I guess hah....but it's matters the most too unfortunately.
 
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abandonedlilac

Member
Jul 29, 2026
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I get chills thinking about why my life is shit and why I NEED TO DIE, Cause I don't have that paper that can solve my problems! Society and system only cares about profits, get more money, more investment, to fool people, to become rich, have the privilege of existence just because they are higher class people.

My mind is breaking, why I was born in the most fucked up system it's all foolish. I can't TAKE THIS EXISTENCE SERIOUSLY, IT'S LAUGHABLE. My mind is going blank it's like in a frozen state. What the fuck is it?!!!?! I'm so confused. Why I'm wasting my life to get money and think it will get better. I can't understand my monkey brain it's like evolutionary to keep it up together.....

I want to die die die die DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..............
I feel the same exact way. I'm currently homeless and have no money, and thus I am stuck in a neverending cycle where I am not able to afford dying, and I am not able to get myself out of it because of circumstances out of my control. All I can say is that I'm sorry.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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It's ridiculous. And companies have zero loyalty. Things progressed when we had job security. Now companies basically hate their employees. It's all a joke.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
2,574
I feel the same exact way. I'm currently homeless and have no money, and thus I am stuck in a neverending cycle where I am not able to afford dying, and I am not able to get myself out of it because of circumstances out of my control. All I can say is that I'm sorry.
I'll be homeless someday. It won't be hard to find free materials for a tourniquet.
 
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abandonedlilac

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Jul 29, 2026
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I'll be homeless someday. It won't be hard to find free materials for a tourniquet.
There are definitely methods available to me, like jumping for instance, but I want to make sure that my attempt will actually succeed and not just leave me disabled.
 
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Nat.

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Aug 28, 2026
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It's ridiculous. And companies have zero loyalty. Things progressed when we had job security. Now companies basically hate their employees. It's all a joke.
My job fired me after I overdosed and while I was in a psychiatric ward. I fucking hate them. Companies steal your life by paying you as little as they possibly can, and then rent steals your money by charging you as much as they can.
 
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