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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
2,016
As always, I hope I die during my sleep
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
459
sleep well, goodnight 🫂
 
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TennTrixie

Student
Aug 31, 2024
109
I hear you. I wake up disappointed every day.
 
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SA1994EC

Member
Jan 28, 2021
256
I am also terrified to wake up in the morning. Calm peaceful eternal sleep, that is what we all deserve. Good night and maybe see you in our dream.
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

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Apr 15, 2024
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I woke up unfortunately 😡
 
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NegevChina

NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
520
I'm also awake and my new shoulder pain is worse. I can hardly wear my own shirt, barely tie my shoe laces. At this rate of catastrophes I wont be able to even CTB by jumping.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,584
I also always wish to fall asleep permanently as well, it feels so cruel to me how I cannot just fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering, all I've ever hoped for is to never exist again. But anyway I hope that you find peace.
 
nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
852
Welcome to the club.
 
lifelite

lifelite

Member
Dec 8, 2023
46
I'm going to bed now. Unfortunately I know I'm gonna wake up, but at least I get to escape for a while. I get wild dreams with my sleeping pills. But I'm soon about to order something needed for ctb and hopefully I don't soon have to wake up
 
KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
2,016
I'm going to bed now. Unfortunately I know I'm gonna wake up, but at least I get to escape for a while. I get wild dreams with my sleeping pills. But I'm soon about to order something needed for ctb and hopefully I don't soon have to wake up
Yeah I love using sleeping pills in summer when I have insomnia. 30 minutes after taking them, and my mind would drift off and I type weird shit in my search bar only to be seen the next morning, haha. I genuinely looked forward to taking them at bed time. It was the only thing I looked forward to. Felt a little like anesthesia too.
 
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